passing days
Sunday, May 25, 2008
In a few hours time, the start of the nightmare begins. A week juz zooms past and i pray hard that whatever i've been studying will stay in my head till after 11am. haha~ Pls god make the 2hrs as painless as possible.
But shouldnt i get used to exams? Been sitting for countless number of exams for the past 15 years of my sch life. And this will be my last time sitting for exams till if i decide to take up MBA. haha~ So .. shouldnt i be anticipating it and be sad that it's all gona be over soon .. right? ermm .. lol
Went tru my organiser yesterday and as i flip tru each week since the start of my life in Swiss, im surprised at myself for surviving all those agonizing deadlines that are all packed close to each other. And wen i start flipping to future dates after today, im shocked at the limited time im left here!! the coming week will be filled with me studying for German and tourism den the week after, packing for spore and florence/venice trip den the week after that the long awaited Italy trip den after that sis will be arriving = graduation and soon it will be time to fly home. OMG-ness lah! sigh~
Ohwells .. lets treasure the remaining days we have left ..
And news frm sis, my littlest bro is making problems again. It has and always been him. Doesnt he kno how much time and money have been spent on him? Doesnt he seem to care what mum have been sacrificing so far mostly for him and this is the way he pays all of it back? I juz dont get wats running in the thick skull of his. sigh~ I juz hope as i step into the working world, i could help out with the family expenses and put less burden on mum. She needs a rest already.
Mayb the first step is to do well for my degree so that she can be proud of me. And if i do well, im dedicating it also to my elder sis and dad's unachievable dreams.
Back to memorising ..
tOodlEs~
5/25/2008 09:36:00 PM