Really been a long time since my last entry. Really can't find the time. Too busy completing projects and more projects. Anyway, lets see what have been happening. Last friday, there was the CCN day in sch. Classes that day have been cancelled but still i gotta go early in the morning for a project discussion. For the CCN day, my class didn't do anything. Donno why they dowan. But i really wanted to. Still, it was ok cause i was able to go round the whole TP and see other stall and got to buy so many junkies!!! Really burn a hole in my pocket that day. But since it was for charity, i dont mind (",) The whole school was really like at Orchard road like dat. SO many people and really like traffic jam. A very fun day i may say. Next year i wanna get involve in selling something ... SO people, get ready ... save money now to buy at my stall !!! LoL ... Oh, and Kaili thanks for the balloon that u gave me ... so sweet of ya 'mUAckZ'

And... i've watch A Cinderella Story and Garfield. Woohoo ... You people really must watch this two movies. A Cinderella Story was so touching, so sad, so fairy tale .. There was really something to learnt. Read this ' NEVER LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT KEEP YOU FROM PLAYING THE GAME' ...nice huh =) and Garfield was so funnie - Big, Fat, Lazy, Cute, orange but so clever. Ahahz ... recommanded to see. I'll give 4 popcorns out of 5 !!!! My goal now is to watch ... Catwoman, Anaconda, Man of Fire ( not sure of the title ) and .... lots more!!! muahahaha.

Well, now currently still in school cause juz digitally posted our Travel Geog project tru d digital dropbox ... cross fingers and toes and everything else .... hoping that we can score well for it. Next, IntHtm project is due ... this wednesday. And this day is going to be Ee Boon's b'dae .... 'froggie' ... LoL ... Happy advance B'dae Ee Boon !!!! 'hUggiEZ'

Right now, can't wait for tomorrow! Im going back to my secondary school and skipping classes ... muahaha. Hey. I have to! It's one a year thingy and Ms Ouh won't be teaching anymore in our school. So sad ... Boohoo ... She's one great, fun, caring and wonderful teacher I ever had. So if i never go this year, will never able get to see her again! =( Then after that, im going back to my old work place to get the injection form that Mr Alvin Tan want. But the worst part of the whole day is that, I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AT 4!!!!!! Man! Haiz...don't care lah .... at least earlier got to meet my old friends again ... hahahaha .... Well, now wanna go home ... 6.30pm ready ... Toodles ....

8/30/2004 11:54:00 AM

The day just couln't get any worst. Firstly, when i woke up to get ready for school, suddenly there's this sharp pain in my stomach. So i juz have to lie down that cause me to go back to sleep. When i woke up, i've already missed my CommSkill lesson and so i thought to might as well skip school. Den when i thought of going to the doctor for an MC, it was already closed....arrrggghhh. SO to kill time before i went to school at four for my group discussion, I finish up the Travel Geog project on London. BUT.... halfway through saving it, my computer got jammed and all my power point slides were all gone... dissapear.... lost, including all my research that i've done!!!! I really felt like crying that time. I was so afraid to tell my group members what happened. But i got really had no choice. If i wanna do all 13 slides again including researching all the information that i've lost, it's going to take me hours. Still i have to re-do it. Im really so sorry you guys. Cant make it for the discussion todae den. =( Luckily they are all understanding. 'MuACkZ' And so it took me about 6 hrs to complete everything all over again. i even lost some of my research for my other projects because of the sudden computer breakdown. Therefore gotta find everything again and by the time i did, it's nearly 2am and i haven't even summarise what i've found. 'siGh' Really was having a very bad day .... ("_) But what can i do? Can't really scream or cry or give up or blame god or fate. Just got to take everything in my stride, relent and start all over again. Sometimes, positive thinking do help you to calm down, ease your anger and make you think throughly and carefully. Now I just hope for a better tomorrow. (",)

'mA tHouGhts'

Too afraid
Afraid to reveal me
To let you see me for me
Not the one with the mask
Like you always see

Too afraid
Afraid to be judge for being me
To be criticise for being me
To be hated for being me
To open up
And show the world
Who i really meant to be

Too afraid
Afraid i will get hurt
Left alone
Somewhere dark and cold
Not good enough for you
And making you leave

Too afraid
Afraid when i soon find the courage
To throw away the mask
That have hidden me all along
And show who i really am
You would change your mind
Disappearing forever from my sight
8/26/2004 04:41:00 PM

Forgotten to mention in yesterday's blog that i did quite well in microecons!! I got 77/100 .. Ok-lah i guez. But only a B!!! I was really aiming for an A. And most of my classmates got like 80 and above! Nevermind, will do better next time. =) For my Commskills report ( the composition one ), i oso got a B ... ahahz ... but this was to be expected. I'm not really that good in compositions. Really thought that after sec sch, no more english but then ... 'sigh'. Wondering what i'll be getting for my oral presentation ... hmmmm

Anywae, there was no FFBS tutorial today so my group suggested to meet at 11 for a project meeting. ( But if there is no FFBS tutorial next tuesday instead of today, then i won't be feeling guilty for not going to school next week ) We ended about 1pm but didn't go for BCS lecture coz we went to eat at Jupiter Cafe. There goes 2 days of my lunch money and this is the first time ever i skipped lecture. To my surprise, i feel ok about it. Muhahaha. It will be that Ms Phyllis Chong again and boy is she boring. So it'll be better if i go eat and hang out with my friends than go listen to her lecture that will leave me half dead. Then had IntHtm as usual and after school, me, georgia and Kaili complied our research on London. Halfway through the meeting, i went to meet up with Seow Li to give her the teacher's day card and ask her to help me pass around. But ended up meeting Yas, Cindy, Wee Han, Si Min, Geraldine and Hock kheng oso. So fun!!! So long never see them eventhough in same poly. So instead of 5mins, i ended up staying with them for about 45 mins ... ahahz =P

Then after that, met up with my big sis to have dinner with her. There goes another day of my pocket money ... two days in fact. Coz after eating at KFC, we went to TM Watsons to buy some stuff. At first i thought that i wasn't that hungry when my sis ask me to go out and eat coz i had eaten a very big meal for breakfast and lunch. But i was so wrong. I finished all the whole big burger including d coleslaw, potatoes and my drink. This rarely happens. Coz usually either the coleslaw or/and the whipped potatoes i bring home one ... muz be all this schoolwork that makes me so hungry. No wonder georgia called me a pig! Eat non-stop. Even after i eat lunch i will alwayz buy snacks to eat in class. =P ... well, right now i'm a bit hungry again. Mayb go find some midnight snacks to eat .... hahaha ... Toodles! (",)

'Ma tHouGhtS'

A fun place to be
With lots of friends to meet
And lessons that you'll learnt
That will last you through ur life
So much you can gain
So much to be discovered
To prepare you for
A bigger and brighter future
Years that you'll spent
Feels like only hours that has past
You'll treasure every moment
And will still laugh at stupid things done

But a stressful place it is
Assignments and projects that keeps on piling
With deadlines that are so close by
Too many to do
Too little time
And then you'll start rushing
To make sure everything's done
You put in all your best
And pray when the results starts to come

Still a happening place to be
Teaching you to be adults, you'll see
Skills that are taught
And experiences you'll encounter
Will be priceless
When compared to any other
8/24/2004 05:49:00 PM

Why aren't messages passed around to everybody. It really pissed me off espacially when last minutes plans are changed and that i'll be the last few who knows. Hello people !!! Where are your responsibility??? You're aren't exactly alone here and you alone to know. Other people also need the information ... duh! This already happens too many a times and it really gotta stop. Arghhh!!! Anyway, Won't really dwell on it anymore. It only makes my blood boil and this will do me any good. 'sheesh'

Well, after school today waited for cynthia to go out together. In the meantime, printed all my research that i've done and some of FFBS online notes. After that, me and cyn headed out to TM to get some teachers day card - 4 very big card - to give to our secondary school teacher next tuesday.
Firstly went to precious touts but for one simple small card cost us $6 !! So X !! So cyn suggested to go to Calm's at CS coz over there the cards are bigger and affordable. But before that, went to Long John to eat. We're both famished!!! Goin' to faint soon ... need food !!! LoL !!! By the time we finished, it was 7.30pm. So we called all our x-classmates schooling in TP if their wanna chip in for the cards. =) So starting tomorrow gonna pass around the cards and ask everyone that chipped in to sign ... can't wait for tuesday ... gonna be fun! By the way cyn, we shd do this again. Really have fun crapping with ya ... (",) ... Toodles ...

'mA tHougHts'

A wonderful gift to share
Given to everyone that we care
Big or small
Short or tall
Shared by everyone
To everyone
It is a place where we'll feel
Safe and warm
And that we're cared and remembered
From a little gesture that is done
Produces miracles for everyone
It holds you up when life gets down
Making smiles instead of frowns
Though it may be big
But it is free
And really does means so much to everybody

So here's a hug from me to you
To friends and family
To everybody
Treasure this and remeber this
A hug is one of life's special gift

8/23/2004 04:40:00 PM

The nightmare is finally over. And yes, I'm talking about my CommSkill Oral presentation. Ha. My presentation topic was about starts - the one in the sky. At first i thought it was not really a great topic but then having to research it is really gonna be very interesting. I was sort of right. It was interesting but i was really trying hard to understand it really well - like how stars are born, the formation and destruction of stars. But it was worth it. Now i do have a better understanding about stars ... i think ... no, i really do ... 'BEAMS' However i still can't get rid of the fear of presentation. Having to face all the people eventhough i may know all of them, still scare the hell outta me. My stomach will start to feel as though it is turning inside out and when i start talking, my voice will sound all shaky. ARGGGGGHH !!! Oh and we had our CDS selection just now. We were all so kiasu. We were all logg in an hour earlier and ready to sign up as soon as the clock struck exactly 10am. Hahaha. It seems many people are really interested in taking up French but im more into psychology. Hope i do get in ... 'cross fingers'

Den after school, had my group discussion for Travel Geog and Intro to HTM. And later me, georgia and Kaili went to the airport to search for a book with information about Singapore Airlines to help in out TmTptBus project. But then, we couldn't find any ... 'sobsob'. Speaking about the airport, im going to sign up for this Changi Youth Ambassador whereby you help tourist to find their way around the airport. Me? Helping tourist when i myself can get lost in the airport. Hahaha. But it's going to be an interesting learning experience though...gonna be fun!!!

Can't remember what have more have been happening. Too tired i guess. So sleepy. My eyelids are really feeling so heavy. So going to bed now. Den tomorrow can wake up early to watch Pokemon! LoL ... Toodles

Oh ya ... HAPPY BELATED 18th B"DAE LIMEI!!! ...

'Ma ToughTs'
* sorry not today...too tired to even think. =l
8/20/2004 05:30:00 PM

School starts at 10am juz now but muz reach b'fore 9am coz got group discussion. As usual, i was late and so sori guys that i never contribute that much. I'm still blur on the subject and what to do for the project. =( The FFBS tutorial was quite interesting. Learnt a bit about old and new world wines. Wonder how they taste like but too bad cannot. =P Then later the BCS lecture was soooo boring. I was practically forcing my eyes to stay open and was scribbling all over my notes to stay awake. That lecturer should really go get a life! muhahaha Anyway, reach home about 2.30pm coz there was no IntHtm tutorial. And as soon i reach home, sleep was what i did. So sleepy! Muz be the effect of the BCS lecture. Ha.

I really wanna go watch movie. So many in mind but i already burn a hole in my pocket! There's Collateral, Secret Window, Catwoman, IRobot and coming soon, Garfield and Anacondas. 'Sigh' Should anyone wanna watch, tell me in advance so i can save first ... hahaha

Right now I'm getting blur again. I know that there will be a group meeting tomorrow after school but i really do not know what are we discussing. So how should i know what should i reserch on. Can't possibly research all project right. It's gonna take the whole night! Futurmore, now my laptop charger is spoil and so i cannot use it. Worst is that all my information on CommSkill Presentation is in there. And the presentation is due Friday!!! God help me!!!! Well, gotta find a way ... mayb go search info in the world book for now....Toodles

'Ma tHOugHts'

Our guardian angels
Who lift us to our feet
When our wings have trouble
Remembering how to fly
Siblings that god never gave us
And his way in taking care of us
They make us smile when we're down
To always be there, to watch our back
Who knows the song of our heart
And sing it back to us
When we had forgotten the words
Strangers are who they used to be
Close to us they soon become
A bond slowly forms
Through each passing day
Since the word 'hi' is firstly said
Helping us to get through life
Who reaches for our hand
But touches our hearts
8/17/2004 05:14:00 PM

Cant really think of anything to write now .... My mind is juz blank. =( Too tired i guez

'mA tHOugHts'

Feeling restless
Very lonely
Cant think of anything
To say or do
Watch as every seconds pass me by
Wishing i could really turn back time
Lost in thoughts
Juz wondering
What if i wasn't born to be me
Den who would i be?
Someone rich?
Someone famous?
Someone locked up in jail?
Or what if i were given
A second chance to live
Wen i one day suddenly die
Den as who am i reborn to be?

8/16/2004 04:43:00 PM

The Fullerton was so B-E-A-U-tiful!!! Im so in love with the hotel ... well, i was even before the trip. Had a tour all around the hotel. The ballroom was so grand and if i were to be rich in years to come, i would have my wedding there ... 'floating' ... hahaha. Not to mention the rooms and suites. One of the room that we went in is where Stefanie Sun stayed and there's the presidential suite where Mariah Carey stayed when she was in Singapore which cost $5000 per night! Then there was this room - room number 777 - where used to be our former PM office. We didnt get to go in =( but it was interesting to know. And i was right 'smiling frm ear to ear' that the Fullerton used to be a post office and also a government office before it became a hotel. In every room, there is always this Evian bottled water and guess how much it cost? A whole $12 !!! Really the most expensive water ever. Also there was this whole collection of wines far back to 1950s. And for a sip of it cost you $15 000 !!! Must be worth it i guez ... LoL. Everything there was so picture perfect. So wonderful and our class was so lucky to be the only class to be chosen to go there. My prayers were answered!! I was really hoping that we could get to go to Fullerton and 'ta da' ... wish granted. Should i have to choose a hotel for my internship, it of coz will be MY Fullerton!!! hahaha. But i still wanna persue my dreamz to work in the MICE biz. We'll see ... mayb i have a change of heart somehow ... =P


The Fullerton

Then after the trip, went home to pack my bag for the Persada MAG camp. I admit that at first i was having second thoughts about going - was really very tired cauze yesterdae slept around 4am again - but then somehow, i feel that i will regret for not going. And i was right! It was so great! Very enjoyable! Made lots of new friends and know a bit more about the school. Night time in school was really different. So cool!!! muhahaha Went i first arrived, was a bit blur but luckily knew some peepz there. Then when get to know my team mates, they were really a fun bunch of ppl. Love em' all, Love the camp and Love everything that happened during the whole event. Oh and the school is really hunted ... with Ninja Kain Pelekat ... muhahaha. Was so tired running away from them. But it was fun. Hope to have such an experience again!!! (",) And D best thing about the camp was the food ... YummY ... best camp food ever!

Enough of fun for now. Muz go do my outline for my oral presentation but tomorrow no lecture for Intro HTM so can wake up late ... so happy ... Now, my legs muscles are really very painful. I think because due to when we did the dikir barat using our legs! - somore long time nvr evercise but dont worry ... still can walk ... Ha .... Toodles.

'Ma Thoughts'

So many ups and down
So many twist and turns
So many changes
So many happening at the same time
So unsure of what it brings
What it means
How it's going to be
May it turn from a sunshine to a storm
You still got to move on
Still have to live
To accept
Be contented and
Be happy
And pray
That it will soon go your way 8/15/2004 05:38:00 PM

Hehehaha...went to the sushi factory juz now with fate. Altogether there was onli 16 of us frm Tp and shatec ( donno spelling right or not ) total...i think 11 were from TP. The trip was ok i guez. Learnt some usefull thingy like how much the machines they use cost...LOL =P Then was given a lot of free sushi to eat ... YUM YUM!!!! 'burp' ... xcuse me...heee. But overall an interesting experience though no hands on trying ... 'sigh'. But was fun to watch the people there doing all the sushi. They were really so fast and so professional. Espacially d guy who was cutting d sashimi ... omg!!! so fast and so accurate! I think if i were the one to do it ... haiz, from sashimi become smashimi ... LOL!!! We took some pixs there too...see below!


mE, fAte & cLaiRe


gRouP PhOto


fATeEeE


mE (aSy)


Me & FatE aT deLiFRanCe fOr DinNeR ... 'yUmmY'

Then, me, fate and claire, we went to Bugis juz to hang around and Claire needed to buy some stationeries. Every store we went then alwayz got buy somethings...hahaha...now really really broke!!! Next week muz alwayz bring food to school ready... hahaha. Alwayz money go out never come in. We also go take neoprints together...so fun. But we were so slow. Manage to pick 4 photos instead of 6...so sad. And oso not enough time to decorate the stickers too =( ... but still, it was fun...Heeee. Den claire had to go home and me and fate had dinner at delifrance. Now the place becoming so xpensive but the food is still no better. Better go eat somewhere else - more filling! I then headed home about 6.15pm while fate went to SAFRA to meet her dad and sis for akido lesson. Be careful fate ... dont let me see you will bruises all over tomorrow...hehehe

About tomorrow, cant wait! Really going to Fullerton...so exciting!!!! Then got camp after that .... so fun!!! Im really gonna enjoy my weekend! YAY!!! Well, gotta sleep now coz muz wake up quite early. But hopefully can sleep. Too excited already...hehe. Toodles

8/13/2004 04:51:00 PM

The whole afternoon had a major headache .... but after my mum gave me a head massage and a few hours of nap, i was back to normal. Then had the 'taklimat' for the upcoming camp juz now. Was okiez i juz....so many games, so much fun! But im onli b able to reach there about in the evening. But there's still gonna be fun later at night and the next dae...yay!!! Made some new friends oso - which is the best part for every event.

Anywae, found out that Fate and me gonna go to the sushi factory tommorow which is conducted by the the junior chef club thingy that we join. Cant wait!!! Really thought that we couldn't get in as we registered for it quite late...very late in fact. But we are going!!!! Cant believe my luck!!! muahahaha. Mayb can get to eat free sushi or learnt how to make em' .... wonder what's in store tomorrow...will update about it!!!!

After the taklimat, reached home in time for the swearing of the new prime minister Lee Hsien Leong. Really gonna miz the old PM. He's great. To my opinion, 14 years really very short. Why not let him step down next year when S'pore is 40 yrs old and 15 is quite a nice number dont you think? Ok, i know. Im talking rubbish. But really gonna miz him as the PM. A great leader whose willing to listen to his people and a man of his words. But no worries, all of singapore's leaders are the best. SO we're in safe hands!!!!

Oh and did i sae the fullerton trip thingy is on saturdae? Seems that i've been saying about this in every entry. But i can't help myself!!! Too excited!!! For god sake's it's Fullerton!!! hahahaha. And hey, do you know that The Fulleton used to be a Post Office. Unbelievable huh. And to those who wanna meet up, it's gonna be at the CT hall mrt at 9am. I know Raffles Place mrt stn is nearer to the place but mayb they all wanna walk pass the esplanade. So if you wanna join us, be our guest....dont be late kayz! =) .... See ya guyz den .... Toodles

'Ma Thoughts'

His there,
All around,
Guiding us in every step of our way.
Helping us when we're in need
Providing shelter in rain and storm.
Thus a holy book he sent to us
To seek answers on questions of life.
Putting faith and hope back into our hearts
To believe that everything happens for a reason.
The things that are impossible to us
Are never to him.
With his creations everywhere for us to see
Such as high mountains and beautiful sunset
To be admire and be awed
And reminding us of how great is he.
Magnanimous, forgiving and rich
Are some of his greatest qualities
Never to be doubted nor questioned
Of how his appearance is
For soon, we'll know when the time comes
He's angels are always there to do what's asked.
Never going against nor never say no.
And we're his slave
For that is whom he create us to be.
Uniquely he made every one of us
To be different and special from all others
Ever knowing what's best
Hence I'm grateful for what he has made me to be






8/12/2004 05:07:00 PM

Slack the whole dae todae. Thought of reserching for my CommSkill Presentation and finishing the outline, but ended up watching Along Came Polly and Chasing Liberty on VCD. Can you believe that this is my first time watching Along Came Polly!!! Really ... not joking! Although my bro had brought it some time ago, but i alwayz never had the time to watch it....hahaha. And in Chasing Liberty, Anna aka Mandy travelled to some many great countries including Venice - which im dying to go. Someone care to take me there??? Or mayb join me when the time comes and i have collected lots or lots of money or when i struck lottery or something which is about 1 out of 100%. hahaha... Then waited for Singapore Idol to start and i kept on laughing on some really funnie constestants. Finally, the 'banana' guy was revealed. How can he think that he can pass tru the second round looking like dat and singing that song!!! hahahaha. But others were real good....congrates to em'!!! And for those less abled and still have the courage to face the judges and produce their best, i salute all of ya!!! After that, watched the Amazing Race which at last the Brothers were gone .... byez ... muahahaha. Never supported them! =P And next CSI. Love the show. Totally awesome. And the moral of the episod is, don't give too much hope on the other party if you don't really love them cause it can kill you!

Then found out that the excursion trip to Fullerton is going to be on Saturday!!!! And it's going to clash with my CCA orientation camp and it's going to ruin my plan to enjoy!!! ARGGGGG.... how???? But im juz going to take this a step at a time, go with the flow. See what's going to happen. See what's the camp's itineraries are and how long the Fullerton trip thingy gonna last. Won't plan too much cause it usually wont happen as planned. Learnt that lesson so many times.
Oh and georgia, soooo sori!!! =( I still feel so bad. Took ur quiz but got half of em' wrong and for the other half when juz about to do em', my computer got jammed!!! But i think if i did take em' i will be getting 0/10!!! 'sigh'

Well, i think i start a bit of my CommSkills presentation research coz only left now and fridae to do it .... Toodles!!!

>Ma tHoUghTs<

It happens every second of the day
May it be for the better or worst
To be accepted willingly with open arms
Or be ignored as we move on with our lives
Shows us what's right or wrong
Providing choices for us to make
With a right mind in every one of us
To analyse and pick the good it brings
But why selecting the latter
Destroying youself and dissapointing everyone around
It's sad to see such thing could happen
In a very short period of time
Hopefully, maybe that one day the path
Will lead straight back to where it starts
For those who pick the next
Salute and congrates and cheers are sent
Be someone wiser and stronger
And help those who have lost their way


8/11/2004 05:55:00 PM

Hey hey, another dae have passed ... so fast! And what have i accomplished? Well, finish some of our project ... sort of. Haha...still got a lot to do. =P Anywae, spent my dae from 11am-6.30pm in school which eventhough may be the term break but still got a lot of people in school. Muz be they oso go back for project discussion. THIS IS NOT BREAK LEH!!!!! ARRRRRGGGG ... still gotta study and research and go back school ' sob sob' =(
At last, finished our Issue Presentation ... good work guyz!!! Then, heard that the trip to Fullerton is on Fridae at 10am....but now, some sae on Saturday. SO which is true????? Hopefully it's on Friday coz on Saturday, I'm signing up for my CCA orientation camp. 2 days 1 nite ....gonna be fun!!! So when the trip is on Friday, den can chill out with my friends at the esplanade or marina or where ever before school hectic life gonna come again on Monday. Den cannot relex anymore with all the project deadlines piling up. So, gonna take advantage of this opportunity!!! muahahaha ... gonna stay till night, watch d free concert, juz chill some where and talk crap and take lotsa pix ....hahahahahaha .... ok, im freaking myself out!!!
Haiz, realli losing my mind. So tired, so sleepy. Muz be b'coz yesterday i sleep at 4.30am den wake up at 10am. Not enough sleep!!!!! So now i go ctach up on my beauty sleep lor....Toodles


8/10/2004 03:43:00 PM

........HaPpY b'dAE siNgaPorE.......

Did n'tin todae. Juz watched tv from the time i woke up. At first we ( my family ) thought of going to the beach to relex and have fun but then todae have a lot of great show so mayb next time. Halfwae during the NDP, the part where the president juz started to do the inspection, i dozed off for a while and woke up where there are these children doing the tap dancing and the crowd cheering ' Ole , ole, ole ole ' ... hehe. But what i was really waiting for was for Singapore Idol to start. Some of them were really good but there were others who made me laugh my head off. Remember the guy who sang 'Lemon Tree' and the other who sang sooooo soft and still wants the judges to comment on his singing .... hahahahaha =P So funnie! Well, there's surely a Singapore Idol out there and i really cant wait for it!!!

Oh and FINALLY finished cleaning my room!!!!! muahahahaha. My bro helped me with all the pushing of beds and cupboards to another position....So happy with the end results. I know you muz be thinking why am i soooo happy with that. But actually if you really looked at my room before, haiz, really donno what to describe. Worst than a rubbish dump. And i am not exagerrating.

Anywae, tomorrow muz go back to school...haiz....for project discussion. So now muz go do a bit of reserch .... Toodles.

'Ma ThOugHts'

So quiet
So peaceful
Without her around
So different
So funnie
So much better
Without the irritating she
Who may be gone for days
And still i will not realise it
Sounds evil
I know
But you ain't in my shoes
Hence donno how i feel
Stuck with her till d day i die
For im tied to her tru our blood line
8/09/2004 05:30:00 PM

Had a really great time todae. Actually, yesterday (070804). Went out with 4 of my secondary school friend - Muni, Nat, Ain and Huda. We went to marina to watch The Village which was not really scary except when the part where Ivy was attacked by the 'unknown' in the forbidden woods. I know, i'll stop here ... hehe. That's d part that i accidentally shouted but b'coz nat shouted first! hahaha. Anyway, it's still a great movie to watch. It ended about 9pm ( it's 2hr), and den we decided to go esplanade to hang out there since there is a free concert there too. But there was soooo many people and so we ended up talking crap and catching up about each other for quite some time. But ain and huda left early and so left me, muni and nat to continue talking crap on the bridge that faces the sea. It was really so nice there. The wind was sooo cooling but at 10.45pm, we reluctantly proceed home. 'sigh' But realli had a great time. Hope to do this again. If not to the movies mayb juz to hang out or play pool or go bowling ... hehe. And hopefully more people will join us!

I dont think after this movie i'll be going for any more real soon cause i really pokai! hahaha. Unless someone cares to sponser or treat me. hahaha ... including lunch or dinner! Oh ya, and from the esplanade, watch The Fullerton from far and cant wait to go for the trip there ... it's still there right?

And about friday, went to my lil bro school for his sports dae. Recorded the whole race that he was in. But sadly, his class didnt win any medals. ( it was a class vs class race ) Sad right. =( Then, he still got years ahead of him to do so. =) That was generally what i did that day. Reached home about 11.30am then slept again till 5pm. So sleepy you know.... which i am right now too... so toodles


'mA thOugHtS'

Envious for those who have experienced it
Waited for quite some time for it
Been patience
Been praying
For the right time
For wanted it to be perfect.
Can't wait for the joy it brings
Can't wait for the magic of it
Still dreaming, still hoping
BUT
Too scared for it to happen
For getting it all wrong
Afraid of the fall
Afraid to get hurt
Afraid that there's no turning back
Afraid of breaking into pieces
And regretting it in the end
8/07/2004 07:23:00 PM

The day didnt started great todae. My travel geog results were bad ... really bad. Well, it was as expected. So ... cannot complain lor. However, heard that we're going to The Fullerton Hotel next Saturday for our fieldtrip. Haha ... cant wait ... MY FULLERTON!!! 'floating' hahahaha ... hope it's really true. Im still really over the moon! Then, after dat maybe can go esplanade. I know ... esplanade??? yup yup ... but so long never go there ... so it'll be great. Espacially with my new friends, it'll be fun!

Anywae, after school went to go see The Notebook. Althea backed out last minute cause the movie starts at 7.20pm. So it was kinda late. And since no one else wanted to watch it, so left the 3 charlie's angelz - me, di and fate .... hahaha. After booking out tixs, we headed to CS for lunch and half dinner. Yum Yum !!! We really took our time eating while talking and talking. But still, after dat, we got 2 more hrs to go. Den i remebered todae was my lil sis b'dae. And so, we went for a quest in search for a cardigen for her ... hehe. While doing so, in same time, we were going in and out of every store, one after another, looking at every clothes and commenting on how to wear em'. So fun!!! heee ... soon, found what i was looking for my sis and brough it along with a sweater for me. Still, after so long, we got to wait for 15mins b'fore we can go in. But with di and fate around, it didnt seem so. But my legs were already sooo tired after two hours of browsing through every store in TM. About the movie, Ok, wont describe to ya the movie. Will spoil the fun. But you guys really truly absolutely HAVE TO WATCH!!!! It was soooo nice. So touching. So romantic. So great. So fantabulous. So worth it. So must watch. So must bring tissues when you wanna watch this. I admit it i cried but not as bad as 'ahem' ... hahaha. You really gonna fall in love with it.

After the movie, brough a cake for my sis and wen i reached home, we celebrated. My sis luuuvvvv d present! There, im sooo clever...hahaha. Gonna be going to my lil bro school tomorrow morning with my mum for his sports day - muz support him!!! ... must wear red if wanna go. National Day wat. So ... toodles ...
8/05/2004 05:55:00 PM

I really do not know what's wrong with me todae. From morning till now i still havent touch my travel geog notes. I know i should have started by now cause there's realli too much to read! But everytime i sit down in front of my study table and stare at my notes, i really felt drained. Just wanna go out have fun or juz slack the whole dae doing n'tin which was partly what i did todae. haiz ... So dis is what i actually did todae ...

Woke up very late, really late. At about 11.30am i think or later. The only think i remember is dat my lil bro saying goodbye to me as he's going off to school. Den after so many twist and turn and forcing myself to wake up, i finally did...yay! Anywae, went to the kitchen to find something for breakfast and lunch and ate it in front of the tv while watching the cartoons i taped on saturdae which are pokemon, tmnt and filmore. hahaha. So now u kno im a cartoon addict...but only on chosen ones. Den after dat had my shower and oh before that watch the movie View from The Top on VCD. Thought of hitting d books next but den saw the DVD serendipity and so .... sorry books, later... hahaha. =P The movie was so great. Eventhough i've watched it b'fore but still, it's great ... magical. A muz watch for everyone. Read this : ' When love feels like magic, you call it Destiny. When destiny has a sense of humour, you call it Serendipity'. Nice huh. Haiz ... it will be so kewl if it does happen to me ... haha ... dream on!!! Well, TRIED hitting the books again but then the story Lizzie Mc Guire was shown on Kids Central. So there i was watching the TV again though i've seen that episod. Next, did my prayers and waited for the next and by the time, it was 8pm. But still my notes and book havent been touched! I chatted with my sec sch friends on the msn for the next 1 1/2hrs And now it's 10pm and the Amazing Race is starting and there's CSI later at 11pm ... haha. Im reali slacking at a wrong time. Mayb after CSI i'll start ... mayb ... Toodles
8/04/2004 03:34:00 PM

Haha...my officially first ever entry. At last...yay!!! and if ur wondering why is it call 'yellowteddy' because yellow is my favourite colour and i juz LOVE teddy bears!!!! hahaha. So after a very very long debate with myself of the pros and cons of starting a blog, i FINALLY made up my mind! Anyway, my blog is just to get to know just a small little part of me but it's the best place to start!
Well, my dae todae is ok i guez. Woke up late and at 2pm juz now had my econs test...Arggg! Should have studied harder. Hopefully i pass! 'cross fingers'. But my nightmare is not yet over. Still got travel geog on thursdae!!! 50 mcq and t/f qns!!! Really gonna flunk unless by some miracle! Haha...like dats gonna happen. So i guez i better study...mayb tomorrow. No mood now and i think im going down with a flu....again. 'sigh' However, cant wait for thursdae ( not b'coz of test ) b'coz after test gonna watch The Notebook with Di, Fate and Althea. Anyone else wanna join? Juz tell me...everyone's invited. The more the merrier ... right? Well, gonna stop here for dis entry. Wanna go find more tissues!!!! Toodles!!!

p/s the movie is gonna be great. If u like a walk to remember, u surely gonna luv this!!! 8/03/2004 05:00:00 PM