Planned the day today to complete my PDP portfolio by latest 12am but thanks to the monthly cramps, i've wasted half the day away. aRGh! even now it still hurts!! it's already near to 6pm and i havent started on any reflections. i'm so dead! dont tell me i wont be able to sleep today. siGh.

A good news though, MICE project submission is extended for one more week!! 'do chicky dance' The additional 7 days will reali help alot alot. Thanks Mr Nair!! wee~

Comex fair is starting today. Gona be going there with my bro and sis on Sat. Finally gona get the portable external hard drive. My lappy's 80G space is gona get over its limit soon!!

Okie canot type anymore. The pain is killing me!!!

TodDles 8/30/2007 11:46:00 AM

yessa! after today i've finally finish repaying the fasting days i previously owe. And then it be about 2 weeks before the fasting month starts. how time flies.

As much as this week we only need to go to school on wed, fri and sat, the rest of my supposedly free days are filled in completing two projects due this friday. 'faints' oh i've yet to celebrate our first project submission for IHRM. but it's not the last we'll see of it. There's still the individual project for the subject looming abovehead. waha. Speaking about sch, theres currently a conflict going on. Though i may agree and fully wana support the 'movement' but i have to think bout the amount of dollars i've already invested in. i hope an agreement can come out of it by end this week and put all our mind at ease. we'll see how it'll goes. insyallah it'll be okie.

As much i prefer studying and doin my sch stuff i the wee hours of the morning, i hate the lizard which keeps me company.Since im sitting at my living room table which is facing the kitchen, the lizard keep making this noise to tell me its there. ewww .. im even scard to step into the kitchen. Afraid that it might suddenly jump up on me. haa~ Or mayb its telling me to go sleep so it can walk freely in the dark kitchen. haha. me and my theories.

And for tuition, its getting irritating teaching boys. No wonder guys are egoistical. There have been since young ...

Oh and u need a dose of tears and a heart warming story, i recommend ghost whisperer. i dont mind watching it countless of time and still tear at the same parts. overly-emotional .. i kno. but sometimes even if you dont need it, a few drops of tears can do u good. waha.

time check: 530am
i only hav ebout 15mins before suboh.

tOodLes 8/26/2007 11:05:00 PM

Usually thurs is the day i sleep in but for today, EDP class was sheduled from 9am-12pm. So i set my alarm clock at my usual wake up time which is at 6am BUT somehow i think either i (1) didnt hear it (2) didnt realise that instead of pressing the snooze button, i off it. Whatever the reason is, when i woke up, it was already bright and sunny and my clock showed that it was already 9.20am!!! Woke mum up and ask why never wake me up (i kno i shdnt blame her) and went to bathe. In the meantime, mum woke my bro up to ask if he can sent me to school. But while showering i decided not to go to school but to the doc instead. As a bonus, im still sneezing as much as yesterday so i dont reali feel guilty of taking MC. haa~

Since the doc that i was goin to is near the wet market, mum asked if i could buy some vege and meat. So to make me feel better from indirectly blaming mum for not waking me up, i agreed. Im still a good daugter k. =P
Going into the wet market makes me feel reali out of place. I reali looked lost just to find the meat stall. And when the butcher asked me some how i want my meat qns, i anyhow answer. lol. then comes the buying vege part. instead of staying at the wet market (coz i dono where the vege stall is), i went to prime supermarket instead hoping they wld label all their vege. BUT they didnt!! aRgHHhh .. it took me 10mins to decide which vege is which!! still, i got it wrong and bought the wrong ones. arGhhHhh .. i dont like wet market shopping!!!

Reaching home, i decided to take a short nap. mayb an hour or two. but ended up sleeping for 4hrs!! wahhh .. the luxury!! haha

Counting down to IHRM submission: a few hours!

tOodleS 8/23/2007 05:22:00 PM

i think officially, our group is now one man down. haa~ back to where we were before. We're adjusting but since we've prepared for it days before so it wasnt a hard impact to us. still .. it had been fun hanging out with Uncle Teyberis. hehe

And today was a fun afternoon day out with brainy. wee~
Ended class super early since we were the first group for consultation and the project meeting that was planned had to be cancelled. So followed brainy for a bit of shopping where the shiny shiny thingies are totally coolness. (i cant realli say it till after thurs juz in case .. waha) it was our first time ever going into such a place. hahaha ..

Had lunch at pizza hut suntec which i think we spent bout an hour eating. oh and being lazy, we took the free shuttle service to suntec which was my first time too!
After filling our stomach, headed to suntec convention center to look at the exhibition halls since we gona be touching on it for our indv. MICE project. Followed by a trip to the pan pac toilet. haha. but we actually went there for another purpose - to go to the 37th floor. =) then, to Ritz Carlton for another survey before deciding to head back to City Hall Raffles City coz i wana get my shoes!! which i finally did! yay-ness~

time passed quite fast actually .. coz by the time i was in the train back home it was already 450pm. Initially tout that mayb i could sleep for bout 1/2hr before my tuition BUT by the time i stepped into my house it was already 530pm and i gota be at Changi by 630pm!!

Currently, im blogging with my eyes half open. Feels as if my eyes are popping out of my sockets ready. And with PDP and IHRM tmr, i need to try to stay awake juz for the sake of looking attentive. haa~

tOodlEs 8/21/2007 05:18:00 PM

once again i wasnt in the picture.

but heck i have gotten over the fact that sometimes that things happens only for that particular moment. and after that, you're back to where your life is before. thanks for the memories and thanks for being there when it mattered.

today was the first time in a long time that i woke up after 12pm. waha~ even so, i still feel tired. i need a 2 days holidays of doing nothing. im not being greedy here. haha. juz two short days for me to juz recharged and i'll be back in full gear.

rethinking about it, i juz need to withstand the coming 3 months before my deserving 1 month holidays. for now, my to-do list is still awaiting for me to dive into it. I juz pray that i have the drive to continue on.

Intended to go watch the fireworks yesterday. but then decided not to. with the suffocating crowds of ppl that i have to face while lugging my lappy and sch stuff with me, i would prefer to head home instead. Took a short quick nap. bout an hour i think. then watched murder by numbers before hitting my projects. i would very much choose sleeping even for a short while than squeezing for a space. im glad i did.

My posts nowadays are getting shorter everytime and meaningless. thats what i feel. i wonder who actually reads what im writing. hmmm ..

counting down to 5 days of the first project submission.

ToodLes

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Hardworking.
Loyal.
Beautiful.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.

HMMMM .. am i? haa~ 8/19/2007 05:38:00 PM

how i juz love horoscopes that is more to motivate you than actually trying to predict you future. waha.

And my horoscope for the day:-
Embrace the strength that's deep within you -- it is significant, and it is ready to carry you over any obstacles. Thinking positively, focusing on the bright side of things, and hunting for the silver lining are all things you should get in the habit of doing.

yes i shall do that. jiayou Asy!!

and i didnt kno im someone reali patient till i started teaching tuition. The weird thing is that if i were to teach my siblings, i nearly actually 'killed' them. But somehow, i could be totally the opposite with my student which in normal circumstances i've would already be sentenced to life imprisonment for man slaughter. haa~
Nonetheless, the feeling of being able to make a teeny bit of difference in someone's life is really rewarding. I hope whatever that i teach (though not reali that much) will somewhat help them in the long run.

my eyeslids are super heavy. brain is already on sleep mode. mayb i shall wake up brighter and earlier tmr to catch up on my prjs.

nite world.

tOodleS 8/14/2007 06:35:00 PM

Now other than being busy with school stuffs, im preoccupied with teaching tuition. 3 students in total. yes that many. waha. 2 primary 3 kids and 1 primary 5. thank god they all live in around bedok and tanah merah. Im so having to kick in full gear on my time management. With classes in the morning, project meets/do's in the afternoon and tuition at night. This leave me with ... no social life or to be exact, no life. waha. but i guez im okie with it. people ard me are busy themself. so might as well i be extra super busy. the only free days i have (after class time) is on thurs, sat and sunday which i predict i'll be buried in completing my projects instead.

counting down to first project submission - bout 2 weeks. i have yet to re-read our EDP project im compiling. I've yet to finish up my ratios for the FMHT project and worst of all, i've yet to touch my MICE project!
HELP? haha

back to work...

tOodleS 8/13/2007 05:23:00 PM

Met su yesterday after such a long time. The last time i met her was during graduation and eversince then she became MIA due to work. And suddenly, she planned for a meet up after my class and her work. i was so overjoyed to be hearing from her.

Walk aimlessly through Marina Square before we had dinner. Then, we had no clue on what we wana do so decided to head out to the Esplanade to chat and catch up. Reaching there, i decided to head out to Starbucks One Fullerton and we stayed there from 8pm all the way till 11pm. waha.
We had fun chatting, taking pics via her webcam and while she did her work stuff, i went to do up some of my project thingys. And before we realise it, time flew past us. It was great juz having her company alone. We shall do this again another time ya. =)



a candid shot. while we were laughing, i accidentally took our pic via her webcam. hee~



i juz love all this meet ups with great fren(s). I can already list down peepz im gona miss when i be leaving spore next year.

tOodLes

'ma touts'

They appear in your life as strangers
Some stay that way while others move a step up as friends
Labeled into categories when we were younger
But in the end, you grow up to realize that it doesn’t really matter
A handful of them stick through
While a majority just drift away
For those that remain, are whom you’re glad they do
For those who didn’t, at least they were there even for a moment or two
As years pass by and more you found
They will keep on changing with new bonds formed
As much as you wished they all stayed
Anticipating they’ll be your best of friends
But in some occasions and in some instances
You hope that memories of some will soon vanishes
Even so, one way or another
They’ve pieced a bit of who you are and what you’ve become 8/11/2007 07:02:00 PM

as promised. pics of the day.


grp pic!!

sweetie julie, adorable sue & angelic me .. waha

lights peepz & asst. producer

backstage

after it all ends

we didnt reali take lots of pics. so not like wen being with nadi-ians. still there's some to keep the memories stay forever.

cheers!

tOodLes 8/10/2007 05:46:00 PM

it's all over. the night of a supposedly a time where i can be proud of is all done. not that im not proud of it overall. but still there were some instances i wished i've done things differently. Nonetheless, a great experience altogether with the reunion of great frens and the making of new ones. =)

Now back to where i left off.

Too much to do, too little of time to do it. I've so much to complete but at the same time am exhausted. Unbelievably for the past two days i survived with juz 3hours of sleep each. more of it to come in the next few days or possibly the next few months. insyallah all my effort will somehow be repaid by mid of next year.

tOodLes

ps: pixs of yest will be up soon. thxs Muz for taking em' ..

8/09/2007 09:52:00 AM

time check: 3.15am

ohMann ..

my eyes are dead tired but i cant fall asleep. no not becoz of insomnia. actually i juz finished helping emma with baking four tins of brownies. it's for her school charity fund raising thingy. since ive agreed to help her out weeks ago, i might as well fulfill it. =)

tmr's the production. tmr's the day. actually tmr is already today from what my watch tells me. haa~
3hours for me to sleep. gota reach victoria theatre by 8am. im so afraid for us lights. we've yet to do any blockings and stuff. but somehow i have a feeling it's gona go fine. great actually. i hope.

on a seperate note, i sometimes hate myself for being such a sucker for wanting to be me and failed. go figure.

tOodlEs 8/07/2007 09:12:00 PM

my horoscope for the day:-

The work issues you will have today aren't really as difficult as they appear to be at first glance. So keep your chin up -- maintaining a positive attitude will help you stay focused, and will reassure the people around you that you do know what you are doing! You'll be surprised by how far a smile can take you. Once the petty stuff of the day is finished, turn your attention to future plans. Form some ideas about where you want your life to go, and put them down on paper.

ToodLes 8/06/2007 07:22:00 PM

From not knowing what to write to blogging twice in a day.

Im stuck stuck stuck! 'pulling my hair'

I have projects piling, date due nearing but here i am stuck and not doing anything. I cant seem to concentrate and funnie thing is now i want to pray. Juz pray to find a piece of mind BUT i cant. siGh ..

I keep on switching between projects and i think im not realli getting anything done. Im feeling guilty enuf that i didnt touch ant of my school work yest. haiz ..
Need to be jolted back to earth, to reality and back to my body. Im currently floating around and im hating this feeling.

and to make matters worst, im hungry.

brainy helpppp .. hahaha

haa~

tOodlEs

8/05/2007 04:57:00 PM

So many things are happening at the same time and on the same day. it all started wen i accepted to be part of the production team. firstly there was news that the IMI deputy principle who will be coming on the same day of the actual production event. then tmr, monday, there will be a technical blockings for lights at victoria theatre which the timing falls exactly during my MICE tutorial.

And yesterday, i got a call from a tuition agency asking if i can tutor this pri 3 kid. and .. the tuition timing falls on monday and wednesday!! though i could change the day from wednesday to friday but i gota stick to monday.

So see .. my activities revolved around this 2 days and it somehow coincides with each other!! and the bad thing is i have to make decisions on what i should forgo and what is more important for that day. and i hate making such decisions when all of it seems very much at the top of my have to do list. SIgH .. i think i'll end up running all over the island. the more reason for me to drive or be driven. haa~

With regards to yesterday's rehearsals, it was alright i guess but i think we were tired out from the waiting. We however covered some parts and im slowly forming the whole production picture in mind. Just hopefully that wed will turn our great. 'cross fingers'. The best part of the day was getting to see and crapped with julez and sue. love both em' to bits.

and im turning out into a paranoid perfectionist. argh .. my horoscope qualities are kicking in full time. as much as i love the busy-ness at the same time i wished i need not work this hard. haa~

counting down to less than a month for 2 out of alot of project submissions. haha

tOodlEs 8/05/2007 04:33:00 AM