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Sore eyes
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Instead of being able to sleep in late and watch Pokemon with my bro, here i am, early in the morning, stuck in school to finish up our projects. SigH .. Worst, i've been infected with sore eyes from all of my bros. OhNo .. I cant be sick now! I cant be having sore eyes now! For the whole morning today, i've been wearing sunglasses wherever i go. Dont tell me for monday's presentation, i still gotta wear my sunglasses!!!

All i wanna do now, is go home and sleep and hopefully that whatever that happened today was a nightmare. Eventhough the city tour which i've been excitedly waiting is later today at 2pm, but due to the sore eyes, it had dampen my spirits and im so not looking forward to it anymore. And yoga too .. i just wanna sleep!!!!!
=( ToOdLEs ..

2/26/2005 04:55:00 AM

Crazy week
Friday, February 25, 2005
At long last, our Principle of Management presentation is done! YaY! Phew... Up next is Travel and Tour Operations and follow by CommSk2 role play. Sigh sIGh SiGh .. As soon as Ade sent me the pics that we've taken today, I'll post it up. About the P.O.M presentation, we finally did our official practice yesterday and from 6pm, we finish up all our OHP slides, our scripts and plan what to do for role play. Guez till wat time we stayed back? 11pm!!!!! Wahahaha .. My first ever late project meeting. Even then, the time was still limited. We stayed untill the guard have to chase us out. haha .. talk about last minute hardworking people. We are the perfect example. heez ..

Anyway, everyone did perfectly well. Cant really determine who was the best. But the best actor and actress award goes to .... Alan and Meiqi. They did their role so great! Wonderful! After the presentation, Ade suggest we eat at TM since we have a 2 hrs break b4 the next lecture and she also needs to buy a new box of contact lenses. So me, Ade, Limei and Fang An headed off to TM but b4 that, me and Limei left some of our heavy stuff in my sis locker and ... I did something stupid. I accidentally left my precious 2 months old handphone on top of the locker!!! That isn't the worst part. I didnt even realise untill we were 2 bus stops away from the interchange. By then, anyone could have taken it. I've never been so panicky in my life .. well, sort of .. haha. Continuing on, i asked limei to call Christine, Ade to call Jayce and i uses FA's hp to call my sis. I prayed so hard that it was still there ... and ... it was!!! Wahahaha ... what a great relief. My sis asked her fren to search for it and she found it exactly where i left it. Thank God ... I'll try not to be ever again so careless!!!!! 'cross fingers' ... If not, all my contacts, my pixs, my messages in the handphone will forever be gone!

Right now, im in the sch lab helping Jayce and Angee to complete the slides for TTOpns presentation this coming monday. Gonna be wearing formal suit again! YaY! And tomorrow, we're going for a city tour organised by the school. Wonder where they will be taking us ... Hmmm ... Wont think too much though,. There's other things still left in my mind to be sorted out.

Oh, and yesterday was my psych presentation. It wasn't that bad considering we did a lot of things at the last minute. In fact, it was well done. To me that is. haha .. Okiez .. gotta help jayce or else gonna be another long day in school for me .. again. HahA .. Toodles.

2/25/2005 09:35:00 AM

Jam & Hop
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Yesterday was the last day of open house and after dat i cant wait for Jam & Hop. Even though it was a Saturday, the crowd wasn't as much as on Friday and by 3, .. i think, a lot of displays and shows are starting to end. haha .. Overall, the event was a success and i found a lot of ppl who are really interested in HTM! Yeah!! HTM rulez!!! ahahz ..

My Open House experience:
(1) HTM skit was sooo funnie. I still laugh so hard even after watching it twice.
(2) Engine sch is really really big!!
(3) Very very crowded on friday than on Thursday and Saturday
(4) Went to all schools ... so i knows what does all the school looks like and the courses they
offer .. haha
(5) Learnt alot of cheers
(6) Nearly lost my voice
(7) Leant how to eat in 10 mins .. heez
(8) New frens
(9) Jam & Hop
.... this is the gd part .. wont mention bad things that happened.

But a turn of event made me sooo pissed. Before that we watched TP vs NP in soccer while having our appreciation dinner at the sports complex. And ... NP won ... bOoHoO. After the match, a commotion occur between the players .. which im not sure wat. Anyway, back to why i was pissed off, my frens abandon me alone to go for the Jam & Hop. ArgGhHhh .. I was so shocked that they actually say that they wanna go home and left me alone to figure out wat to do. You think juz b'coz they bust me out, im not gonna be goin to Jam & Hop and be denied of having fun. NO WAY!!! Of coz i went! Met up with Hidayah, one of my very old fren who i met during Iguides and join her frens for Jam & Hop. However, her frens seems like donno how to smile and i felt awkward so, i join my sis and her frens.

For the first few hours of the Jam & Hop, we were sitting at the stairs and enjoying the music and wind. haha .. but when Triple Noise was on stage, we went in front with the crowd to have fun. Great music .. great fun .. without my frens! HumPh ..
Anyway, when Pug Jelly came on stage more ppl from the back joined the crowd but suddenly, while they were singing, the guys in front starts pushing, shoving and 'killing' each other. I was so scared and i slowly back away. Also, the CD's that Pug Jelly threw to the crowd to give it for free, the guys ( the infront ones) threw them back .. along with bottles and also started scolding bad words at them. OMG!!! Wat's w/ the attitude? Pug Jelly was damn good and they did that?!!?? Halfway through the Pug Jelly concert, my sis was then was the other side with her frens and once again i was left alone. Anger towards my frens starts coming back but minutes later i bumped into one of my fren who i juz known during Iguides. She den asked me to join her and her frens together with all the other I guides. And .. i did! I had soo much fun with them! WooHoo .. we danced like crazy and had hell of a great time while the DJ jam songs that we all hopped to. FUN FUN FUN .. i tell ya .. no thxs to my frens. Me and sis left about 10.30pm coz we dont wanna do the TP mass dance .. haha .. and we're sort of tired oso.

When i reach home, suddenly my mum said Happy Birthday to me. I was so shocked coz my b'dae is in September. Then it struck me. It was 10 Muharram on Islamic calender. I was born on this day and it was b'coz i was born that day my name is Asyurah .. hehe

For the record, im no longer angry at my frens anymore .. it was during that few hours i was really really pissed off. Who wouldnt after being ditched by ur frens who came up with 'excuses'. No point staying mad .. so i've forgive but it'll take time to forget. It just who i am. Accept it.

Today, had psy meeting at my hse. We did the powerpoints slides and who to present what but we have to make our own script. The problem is now, they cant .. we cant. B'coz i've not finished the report! Im actually stuck and the latest i can finish is on tuesday. Im so sorry u guys .. will burn all my midnight oil if i have to but by tuesday it'll be in ur e-mails .. =( .. Alrighty, it's nearly two and i gotta reach sch at 9am tomorrow .. Toodles!

2/20/2005 04:45:00 AM

Open hse
Friday, February 18, 2005
Today was the second day for open house. 2 down and 1 more day to go .. wahaha and tomorrow gonna be a really long day. Gotta reach sch by 8.45am and will only reach back home about 11+pm .. haha .. actually the event is untill about 5+ only but im gonna stay for the Jam & Hop. Oh, it open to all students, so peepz wherever u are, as long as u have a student pass come down and have loads of fun!!!!!

Just now was TTOpns submission. And ... i just love wat we have done!!! WooHoo .. cant take my eyes off our professionally made brochure and our proposal was fantabulous. Thxs so much guys .. this wldn't be possible without all of ya! Next will be POM submission this coming Monday. It's actually done but only left some editing to do and have my prj mates to read it and approve. YeaH ... After that, time to plan for our presentation on these two projects. Sort of looking forward to it! Heez ...

Anyway, back to Open house, Iguides got a yellow t-shirt. I was so happy of the colour. Wahaha .. but the quality of the t-shirts wasnt that gd. It's a bit 'transparent', not made of cotton - so it's so hot wearing it and also the shirt smells! Today seems much less ppl who came but i was more busier. However they say it was estimated that about 6 thousand ppl came today and only about 3.5 thousand yesterday. And .. tomorrow they are expecting much much more.

Right now im so tired and i wanna go to bed already. Will talk more about it on my next posting. Take care everyone! Toodles!

2/18/2005 04:50:00 AM

ArgHhhH
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
ArgGgGghhHh ... Im so stressed out!!! This week is the most important week ever! Since monday, we've been rushing to complete all our projects that is due on Friday. We're 1/3 done for our TTOpns report but we have not even started on our brochure and time is runnig out!!!

Im so deprived of sleep and im so tired. All that i wanna do is throw myself on a bed full of fluffy soft pillows and fall into a deep, dreamless sleep. 'SigH'

Just now had the final briefing for Iguides to prepare for the open house which is fast approaching in 2 days. A part of me cant wait for it and the other part dreading it. Dreading a great important event? Wahaha .. why shd i? .. simple. The sooner the open hse come, the more the deadlines draw near. Haha .. Speaking of the open hse, my role for Iguides would be ... the roamers ... YaY .. was really a tough fight to be the roamers. They only wanna 40 ppl and nearly 70++ ppl was fighting for it.

Anyway, gotta reach school at 10am tomorrow for yet again another project meeting. So im off to dreamland ... Toodles!

Oh ya, b4 i forgot again ... Happy belated V-day and friendship dae ... 'hUGgiEz'

2/15/2005 04:51:00 PM

Stressed
Monday, February 14, 2005
Been in school since 10am. Actually gota reach at 9am but i overslept! In record time, i packed my bag, bathe and get ready for school. All in 1/2hr! Wahahaha .. Anyway, im still stuck here in the lab alone and freezing to death! Im trying to finish my part on Controlling for POM by 9pm. Wanna get home before 10pm for Desperate Housewives and after that gonna study Biz Statz for tomorrow's class test.

To my grp mates, a round of applause for all of you. We did accomplished a lot today espacially for TTOpns. Will make it .. dont worry! =) Luckily for POM, the due date is extended till next Monday. But somehow, it doesnt seem to make any difference. Haha ..
Psycho project is right on track .. i think. Will try to finish my part of the report by Friday .. i hope 'cross fingers'.

With all this projects to complete, im not able to finish one of the books that i borrowed. SigH ... but the last book i read from Luanna Rice, made me cry. the tittle was Cloud Nine and it really touched me in some parts espacially towards the end. It rare to find books that can make you cry ... =)

This week is really a very stressful week ... for everybody. So many ppl are seen trying to find computers to rush for projects that are due soon .. So chaotic! .. Wats more, the TP open house is right around the corner. Thank god for that. Something to look forward to. heez ...

Anyway, wont blabber much already. I got about 2 hrs to complete my project ... Toodles!

2/14/2005 11:22:00 AM

late night
Friday, February 11, 2005
For this few days, been sleeping really late. But what to do ... so many assignments and project research to complete. Somehow, i feel like im dreding to finish up my part for the psycho project. Every time i have the urge to complete it, it will then dissapear as soon as i look at the stuff i gotta read so i could analyse the commercial ad. SigH sIGh SIgh ... but nonetheless will try finishing it by sunday ... i hope.

Today, school was ... ( cant find any words to describe today's happenings .. haha ). Upon arriving in school, discovered that i forgot to bring my handphone. Haha .. felt lost without it. Went to POM tutorial as usual but only 14 of us turned up ( Uncle Benny was late and he's never late! ) and it lasted for about an hour only. HehEhe ... For the next few hours while waiting for our lecture to start at 2, me, Limei & Fang An went to the coffee shop across the field for lunch ... As usual, i ate really slow. What's more since we got time to burn ... i purposely ate slower ... wahahahaha. Then, we each brought bubble tea and headed back to school. There was still about an hour b4 the lecture, so we just hang around, talk crap, make jokes and act childish ... hahahahaha. After the long, boring and slow lecture, headed home in time for ... Totally spies and Kim possible. Wahahahaha ...

Anyway, now just finished doing my psycho online quizes and still debating with myself whether to do my part for psycho project or go to lala land. Heez .... Oh and for my biz stat online assignment, I DONNO HOW TO DO!!!! anyone knows how to use the functions in excel 2003 can help me ... puhlezzzzz ....

I've finally decided ... I'll do my project for about 1/2 hr den will head off to make dreams ... hahaha ... Toodles! =)

2/11/2005 07:29:00 PM

overwork
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
FREDDIE & KENDRA WON AMAZING RACE!!!!!! WooHoO ... YeaH ... YaY ... hahaha ... i was cheering non-stop for them on for the 2 whole hours. Heez ... I juz love the last part of the amazing race. It just kills you to know who will make it 1st to the pit stop.

Anyway, before that, from 3pm till about 8.30pm, i was "stuck" at my study table doing my TTOpns project. I even forgot to watch Denise the Menace and nearly forget about American Idol! I NEVER forget any TV programme which i wanna watch .... ArgHhHhh ... Haha ... Now im back here to finish up doing my project which i have about half more of it to complete. Seems like im gonna be sleeping late again today. 'siGh' ...

Oh, and with so many things happening too fast and too much, i forgot to write down that i got in SL ... YaY ... Most of my ex-classmates too got in while some got in the prog comm =) Most of us been wanting to join SL from the first day of school ( haha .. im exaggerating ) and finally we all did .. hehe ..

And this morning, i really wanna kill my lil sis. She is one pain in the butt. She is always the problem and have always been. Mayb it's me ... i juz cant seem to have any "connection" with her. I always find her soooo irritating ... who wouldnt? She is the cause of mum's anger to erupt ... hate her for making mum so pissed off. ArgHhhH ...
But i dont really like dwelling on being mad so currently, im fine ... as long as she doesnt bother me. Haha ... Now back to my project. By hook or crook gotta finish it by today ... Toodles!

2/09/2005 06:19:00 PM

Projects!
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Cant stop yawning and eventhough it's already so late, im still determined not to sleep yet. Crazy you might think i am but i had to complete my part of the projects by friday. Just finished researching on all the places we're "going" for the TTOpns project and there's still the proposal report to write. Altogether there's about 17 attractions i've to write about. Im not complaining ... really. Been so long i've feel sort of useless in my group and now at least there's something for me to do and im glad =) Mayb after this blogging, gonna start on my psycho project next.
SigH ... gotta analyse this tv ad on tag heuer - the one where's there Tiger Woods challenging a racer or something with his golfing. I so dont know how to start .. been staring at the ad over and over but still im not sure what exactly im looking for. haha ... Luckily for this CNY holidays or else i wont be able to catch up on all my projects. There's still POM and CommSkills to look into .... but mayb later.

Speaking Chinese New Year, the Islamic New Year - Muharam ( im not sure of the spelling ) is also around the corner. In fact it's this coming thursday. So tomorrow at 6pm, me, my mum & mayb some of my siblings are going down to Masjid Darul Gufran to baca doa akhir tahun and awal tahun. Den my new year resolution will i make ... haha. For one, i want to be close to god. Countless sins i've made and time for me to mend my ways ... with his help, insyallah i can. =)

Oh and been wanting to write my thoughts on this particular thing. Last Saturday while i was waiting for the bus from IGuides, i saw this couple with a 2 kids. A girl about 15 or 16 and a young boy about maybe 5 or 6. Den like any usual family with a small kid, they would usually bring a stroller with them ... right. And the stroller isnt the small type once but instead the big one with big wheels. Anyway, when their bus arrives, the sister took care of the younger brother and for the stroller, guez who had to carry it? ..... the wife! Not that im accusing the husband to be an inconsiderate jerk but he didnt have anything to carry while his wife had to carry the heavy stroller on one hand and a plastic bag filled with something on the other. Imagine how hard is it for the wife. Sheesh ... What a gentleman the husband is! And that reminds me of another incident. That day, i was under my block waiting for my lil bro school bus to arrive, i saw another couple who just parked their car. It seems that they just finished their shopping and guez again who had to carry about 5 heavy groceries while the other just walk idle-ly without carrying anything. You got it ... The wife was the one who carried all the heavy groceries. OMG!!! What is the world coming to? Where are all the gentlemen who used to exist? Really, nice guys are hard to get nowadays ... haiz ...

Anyway, it's nearly dawn break in about 3 hrs time ... so better get started at least a bit on my psycho project. SO ....
to all my Chinese fren >>>> HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR <<<<
to my muslims frens >>>> HAPPY ISLAMIC NEW YEAR <<<<< and
to everyone else >>>> HAPPY ROOSTER YEAR <<<<
heez .... tOOdLEs ....

2/08/2005 07:57:00 PM

muscle cramp
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Had the last IGuides training yesterday and what did we do? Pack the goodie bags! YupYup ... there are really interesting stuffs in there. SO if u wanna know what, u can either bribe me or be there for our open house on the 17 -19 feb. At first it was all fun but sitting there from 2pm -7pm pulling the string to close the bags and tieing the bags together to form a bundle of 10, it soon b'comes boring, tiring and exhausting. Although the programme says everything will end at 7pm, but it was way till 8.40pm. Imagine packing at least 10 000 goodie bags with so little manpower. No wonder it takes really so long! haha .. But i left at 7pm cause gotta rush for my yoga class.

For the 2nd lesson, we learned 3 more new positions. This time instead of focusing on the stomach area, it's the legs and arms area. Really not what i needed that time. My shoulders and arms are already in pain from the hard labour i did for 5 hrs.
At the end of the class, my arms started to ache and i can't hang my hands at my side. I had to cradle my arms all the way. Soon, it became worst. My muscle in my arms started to cramp up and i cant hold anything. Therefore, those who sms or call me yesterday, im soo sry. I just can pick up my hp to receive any of them. Really bad huh. No kidding. The pain got worst untill a time when i've fallen asleep and when i unconsiouly move my arms, i woke up in pain and cried. I did! It was sooo painful. Had to eat a painkiller juz to fall asleep.

Woke up really late today and thank god im back to normal. Right now, during my POM project while discussing it with LImei whose doing the TTOpns project. Should my arms still give me problems, i doubts i can type anything at all. Instead of my arms being in pain, my stomach is giving me problems. It's because of the old yoga positions which i've been practising. Since it focuses on the stomach area to stregthen the muscle there, my stomach is in pain. I cant cough or laugh too hard. haiz ... haha ... instead of getting better, im in so much pain. Haha .. this shows how weak i am. This is the results of not exercising regularly. Although im 19 im aching all over like a 91 yrs old. LoLz

Finally got all my results back. I got ABC ... haha. A is the grade for POM, B for my econs and C for biz stat ... im contented of the results for now but will strive harder for the end sem xams. YupYup ... dont wanna regret my results like for last sem. 'sHuddErs'

And to ade, my greatest apology. Firstly not answering my hp due to my arm prob and now cant find the stupid jr. chef membership card. Been rummaging through all my stuff and cant seem to find it. 'SigH' .. u are so gonna kill me. Im so sorry ... =(

So before the time of my "death" arrives, im gonna think of all the bad things i've done so far in my life ... ' quietly laughing' .... Toodles!

2/06/2005 02:28:00 PM

Results
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Today was the most boring school day ever. Crash the earlier Business Stat lecture than had lunch with my darling fate and after that went home. Haha .. i know. A very short day. At first was planning to go play pool with Fang An, Ade and Linda but Ade had to go off and Linda was in a rush. So had to cancel the game till another day. HaiZ .... Wanted to ask my other frens but most of them were having classes or group meetings. Seems like everyone is soooo buzy except me. HaHa ... so when i reached home, i realise i forgot to bring my keys. Worst, no one was home and so i was locked outside. SiGh ... Had to wait about 2 hrs outside my house till my bro reach home. But, it didn't feel 2 hrs b'coz like always if i have a book with me, time flies really fast. Covered half of the new novel which i just borrowed yesterday. Been a long time since i read so much for a short period of time.

And yesterday, got my Biz Stat mid sem paper back. I passed .. YaY .. im happy ... really. Well, not exactly. The results wasn't up to my expectation. More than half my class got an A but me ... SigH ... just b'coz of one wrong stupid digit i wrote which is instead of 1034 ( i think), i wrote 1734. And the consequences, i lost marks than makes a difference of getting one better grade than what i have now!!! ArgGggHHHhh ..... Nevermind, it's over. It's only 20% and i'll try to do better for the final sem xams ... 'cross fingers'.

Just now when i got home, i tried doing my yoga. Guez what ... i didn't even managed to get to the next position. Coz when i started doing the breathing thingy to first calm urself and make urself relex, i became too relex and fell asleep ... HahAhHAhaha ...
Anyway, Charmed gonna start soon and i got my econs tutorial qns to do ... Toodles ... =)

2/02/2005 01:20:00 PM

an intro

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