Had the final paper today. It's over. just like dat. did my best. crapped my way through and i pray it helps. waha. now i officially start my semester break. well only 12 days of sem break before the start of my SIP. i still am not able to gauge my feelings for the start of SIP. we'll see when the date gets nearer.
I cant believe that after SIP, had one more month of school to complete one more hanging subject and then i will graduate from TP!! NOoOo .. okie shall not think about graduating yet. im not ready to leave school as yet.

Anyway, planned a day out with the gang - brainy, su, nad, peiling, huiying and joey. First stop, went to have lunch at su's work place and had a surprise belated bday celebration for joey. hehe. she was soo shocked. hope u love it joey dearie eventhough it was a late celebration.

there, they ordered crab!! but sadly i couldnt eat. not because i cant eat seafood nor i didnt want to but bcoz of unforseen circumstances i had to refuse. so sad!!!
Initially, we planned to go K-Box after that but joey, peling and huiying had to go off early and also it was already 3+ so we missed out on the 2-8pm package. in addition, i was feeling my worst. I hate cramps!! my stomach was soooo painful and i feel like vomitting practically nthing and i was shivering in pain. And everytime i tried to talk and if i moved or stand, my body will scream for me to lie down. So i had to take the taxi home and call it a day!! ArgHhhHH ... i've already decided to hang out with them to whole day and catch up with each other. sigh .. we really shd meet up once again before the start of the SIP and go sing okie.

On a seperate note, I WANNA WATCH THE WESTLIFE FACE TO FACE CONCERT!!!! but i'm broke. totally absolutely cashless. sobsob. if wishes do come true, i wanna wish that i suddenly won a thousand bucks right now so not only i could go for the concert but also go for a shopping spree. haha .. yes, a thousand is enuf. but i dont mind getting more. wahahaha

alrighty so for the next 12 days, i shall clear off all my school stuff, keep and stack all my notes in the cabinet, clear away all my junk that seems to be lying everywhere in the house, clean my room and do all the things that i've been putting on hold for so long. hehe

but for now, i shall have a dvd,vcd marathon by myself and indulge myself in doing nothing. shall enjoy my short break to the fullest. heez ... toODles ... 8/30/2006 01:29:00 PM

It's the weekend once again. ohman and i juz am about to start on my dpd revision. There's sp much to remember. oh my. i juz want to maintain the grade i got for coursework or make it a grade higher. i shall not sleep tonite untill im sure i understand what am i writing about for this subject.


Yesterday was my last day of work. how sad!! i couldnt bare to leave everything and move on to the next course of my life. i wish to return as soon as my sip ends but we'll see how. insya'allah. It seems that most of my frens are also in their last day of work as they too prepare for the start of the SIP.

And at work yesterday suddenly the system at my comp went haywire. ohman. and becoz of this, it affected the other 2 cashier system and suddenly the line went very long and we could do nthing but wait till everything was back to normal. think it was okie bout 5 to 10mins later but juz because of this few minutes it bcame chaotic espacially at the travel agency cashier counter.

And when evening comes, bout 6pm i think, my brain took a trip away from my head. waha. firstly i tout i lost the receipts of cr.card and i panicked like hell. however it was in the drawer itself only i was too blind to see. Then after i kept counting the total of my nets and cr.card amount wrong and i recount everything nearly 4 time but it was still wrong. wen my dm finally helped it was all correct. haha .. and even wen i have to write the amount on the comp i juz didnt kno what i was typing. lolz. my dm and kakrose keep laughing at my blurness coz they say i've been neat and tidy and precise all the time and today was the first time they see me all wired up and very very blur. hahaha. i even laughed at myself. mayb it's juz one of those days. haha. a memorable ending to a great place if i say so myself. heez.


ewwwww .. and she stole my things again. grossified. i shall not wear it anymore. so unhygienic. urgh.. mayb becoz of this sometimes i do hate her. but they say blood is thinker than water and to forgive and forget. yeah right.

tOodLEs 8/27/2006 08:25:00 AM

Been concentrating on OB. But it seems nothing is going into my head. They say that virgos have a good memory but so far i dont see that trait in me. waha .. mayb of all virgos trait i miss out that one. I need to do well for this subject. I need to grab hold of that A and put it in my transcript. Im still not yet in the mood to study DPD yet. Dont want to spoil the mood of OB. After the 25th den i shall worry bout it but as far as my coursework for the subject is concern, im ecstatic. hehe.

Had the flu late monday afternoon and it'S been soo long since i fell sick. I was so worried that on that night, ate the vitamins, panadol extra and wrap myself in my coat and blanket to get rid of the virus from my system. Woke up late afternoon and miraculously i was cured. well .. not really but it was much much better. Then my sis asked me out for a date. waha. been quite some time since i we went out for a sister afternoon out. hee .. went to GV tamp and watched an hindustan movie - Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna. waha. I was thinking i need a good cry and watching a hindustan movie always does the trick.

Went to e-ventions today to finally signed my contract. And guez which department im at. The Travel & Tours Department!!! OMG OMG!! it's TTOpns all over again!!! Im still thinking if it'S good or bad. We'll see when i start my intern there and i shall post my views accordingly. waha.

okie back to mugging. tOodlEs 8/23/2006 06:23:00 PM

Everything seems so surreal. I cant believe this will be the last day of school. No more interesting/draggy tutorials or boring/brain blending lectures or suicidal but fun group bonding projects to look forward to. Or the thought of where to have lunch or where to go if school ends early or to fight for computers when projects are due or the staying in school late for assignments and research. Most importantly, the friends that you look forward to meet everyday to laugh together with, to gossip or fight during projects or complain to about the subject assessments.
It's all over!

As soon as the exams ends, SIP will be knocking on our door. Some of us will be flying off for the OSIP on the 11th September while the rest will be 'eagerly' waiting for the 13th September. Those who are attached to hotels or the airport(CAAS) have to report earlier than that date to ensure they are ready for the VIPs of IMF to arrive in Spore.

For now, reality check. OB is coming up on the 25th. 65% for me to grab hold of. Getting a B+ for both the prj & presentation was a bit disheartening but hopefully after the exams i cld get an A.
And then theres DPD thats cming up soon after on the 30th. Got a B+ also for the project & presentation and hopefully as overall coursework it stays there and after the exams it goes up. 'cross fingers'.
Chiong-ing all the way now. =)


Had a talk with one of my fren and once again the topic of Love came about. Weird how it always pops out in every conversation. She was telling me about her and her ex and why did they break and how they still remain friends. So a series of convo regarding this came up ..

Part of it-
me: were you in love with him wen you were together?
her: (without thinking twice) Yes. How can you be together when you're not in love

but i was thinking how can she easily give him up readily when she realli loves him? (somehow i think she still do though she might deny it) Mayb this shows that when you love someone so much you just have to let him go. For if he is meant to be urs, he will be one day.

Another part-
her: do you believe in love at first sight?
me: Yes. Do you?
her: Used to.
me: Then?
her: not anymore.
me: When do you realise you stop believing?
her: Since the break up. but why do you? when most 'love at first' sight is based on looks.
me: it's not necessary. doesnt mean for every handsome guy that i look at, i will fall in love. For something like this to happen it will be magical. Should my defination of love at first sight is based on looks, i would havent fallen in love so many times.

Mayb it's not my right to define what exactly love is for i never did fall in love. I wish to one day but mayb it'S not the right time yet.
I want a love that last, a guy i can call mine and be with for the rest of my life. To love me for who i am and not not change me in any other way that he wants me to. I just want a guy for me to look at and feel safe and loved and i know that whatever happens our love for each other will never die. ever.
to much to ask for? im willing to wait. blame it on fairy tales to make me believe that somewhere out there every girl deserve a prince charming and to live happily ever after.

every episod of ghost whisperer does touch my heart and sometimes i do tear up. There is always something to learn frm it all. For one .. everything happens for a reason.

TooDLes 8/18/2006 03:51:00 PM

I think since im soo 'free' for now, i shall do some more analysis bout me .. haha .. enjoy knowing more bout me! lolz .. Toodles!

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

8/14/2006 06:28:00 PM

It's freaky and most of the information is weirdly accurate. Went through a handwriting analysis and the result is as below. I juz realise who i am and to see what i've been doubting all this while is true is juz very surprising. see if u agree to it .. i most certainly do ..


For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Asyurah has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Asyurah fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Asyurah has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Asyurah seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Asyurah seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.


Asyurah is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.


Asyurah has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.


Asyurah's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Asyurah that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Asyurah also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Asyurah is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Asyurah's self-concept is artificially low. Asyurah will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Asyurah to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Asyurah is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.


In reference to Asyurah's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Asyurah slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Asyurah can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.


Asyurah will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!


Asyurah will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Asyurah believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.


Asyurah is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Asyurah will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Asyurah an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Asyurah is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Asyurah is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Asyurah doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

So what u guys think. comments pls .. heez ..
TooDles 8/14/2006 06:13:00 PM

CLICK .. a very meaningful story. i cried .. i think everyone in the theatre did. The story, pulled at my heart strings. Family comes first. They will always do. As bad as things will happen in my life, i shall not fast forward it but endure. i would not want to miss anything great that will bound to happen.
Recommended!! 4.8/5 popcorn.

Think nearly half the population of spore was out to watch the fireworks. As quoted by some, beautiful fireworks, ugly singaporeans. sigh ..
sometimes ppl are so inconsiderate.
Few e.g.
1) They would push and shove juz to get in front even when they were late.
2) They would suddenly smoke even wen sitting in the middle of the crowd. HELLOO .. if u wanna die early, keep it to urself.
3) To get a video of the fireworks, they would shove their camera, video rec or handphone in front of ppl faces and block the view.
4) The trash that was left bhind was unbelievable! It was almost everywhr!! Poor cleaners .. at least make an effort to throw it in the dustbins or beside it wen it'S full.

Headed off to Lau Pa Sat after that with some of the remaining Nadi peepz and my 3 siblings. But upon reaching, as expected, it was full so the Nadi ppl decided to eat elsewhr but i stayed bhind with my siblings as since we are there my sis decide that we might as well juz stay. And like 10mins after, we gotten a table and had ordered our yummy food!!

Reached home bout 1+am ..


sales for work today was quite slow but still crowded as usual. I hate it wen ppl ask qns and wen u ans they still ask again but this time stare so hard at u to frighten u coz they think u were lying previously. WTH!!! why the hell should i lie on the discounts that was being offered? I dont get any commission for promoting it nor i reap any benefits for not telling.

One thing good bout werking is it helps boost my confidence believe it or not coz encountering lots of customers ranging from the very nice ones to the extremely difficult ones make you confident in dealing with different situations. waha

ToodLEs

pixs below:



the girls


the group


yummy, juicy satay!!


stingray!! love it!