Today was filled with lots of memories flashbacks, laughter and fun!! and i just got back .. this late. hehe

It was so impromptu that i asked emma out with some of our primary school friends for an outing today. Yes primary school!! it had been like a decade ago when we got to know each other. time flies and we all are now heading to lots of different course of life. haa ..

We were so worried it was gonna be totally awkward and weird since it has been years since we last saw each other but it was not even close to that. My stomach and cheeks hurt from laughing at everything we all did. haha . Im so glad we had this mini gathering. All of them are as crazy as ever and we realise how childish we all were that once upon a time. hahaha ..

And im now excited of a posibility that we will be planning a gathering for our whole class. yay-ness!!

After all the craziness, we left at ard 11pm but unexpectedly, i somehow ended up at ythe neighbourhood park with emma as we talked bout things we are facing now. It was really nice for both of us to let it all out and share stuff and just for a listening ear. we should do it again sometime since we only live about a stone throw away from each other. hee ..

On a separate note, i've finally paid half of my school fees for the coming semester so it seems that im officially gonna start school soon. As excited i am that sch gonna start, but at the same time im feeling so guilty that i got to futhur my studies while sis had to give up hers. haiz.

till next entry. pics of today's outing will be up as soon i get em' .. hee

tOodles 5/30/2007 06:55:00 PM

Im so hating myself right now for not double checking on the transactions. The amount of money i lost!!!! My days of hard werk all down the drain. haiz. ArgHhh .. Really felt like screaming my lugs out but i was too busy fighting my own demons that kept saying im totally stupid. haa .. Now im feeling demoralised to go to werk tmr esp werking the first shift which i never did before. Well .. first time for everything huh. haiz haiz ..
And the line at werk just now was never-ending!! From 11am+ onwards till near to 7pm it was non-stop sales for every counter. Thanks to the school holidays promotion. My mind nearly shut down for a moment. Mayb that explains the fateful incident i made. haiz ..

On a more cheerful note, me and sis am planning to set up a mini business. It'll be up soon once we tried all the recipes we are planning to sell ... yupyup .. we're selling what we love doing - baking 'grins'
Our mini business will be selling home-baked muffins, cupcakes, cookies, brownies and cakes. And And .. we gonna name it ... Sweet Tooth Inc.
Waha .. im sooo excited for it!!

Okie im dead beat. Till my next entry .. tOodleS 5/27/2007 06:14:00 PM

Finally the diploma cert is in my hands!! waha. Cant believe that my days in TP have actually come to an end. IT'S OVERRR!!! sobsob. I was partly sadden by the thought of not getting my diploma with merit. How could i with the marks that i have. haha .. but my greatest congrats to those who did get it and those who even get the medals and awards .. though i might be slighly jealous. hahaha .. So for my BA, i want to be the top in my cohort. My resolution for my studies this yr. waha.

5/21/2007 08:05:00 AM

Okie i need directions. Right here .. right now. I hate being stationary far too long. Mum keeps saying not to worry. How can i not?

All i've been doing now is watching too much tv and dvds. If not i'll be baking for fun. The most recent baking i did was ... chocolate cake!! yummy!! it was a sudden thought and suddenly there i was looking through recipes and bout 1/2hr later, the cake was baking in the oven. haha.




my last min yummy choc cake with choc icing. waha

anyhoos, i need to get out soon. haiz. the only time i do is wen i gota go to werk. it's true that they say you wont miss school untill it really ended. And speaking of school, Im getting my diploma this monday!! waha. I cant believe it im anticipating to wear the robe also. hehe.

And and .. it'd great goin to be 21. Other than getting the GST offset package .. thats about it. hahaha .. And being 21 this year, im gonna have my own party since im forseeing that if not, im gonna have a boring 21st. haha ..

i think im starting to crap non-sensical stuff. think im gonna go out tmr. bday prezzie shopping and for just some fresh air.

tOodlEs 5/17/2007 01:40:00 PM

Technology as useful as it suppose to be can just sucks under some circumstances. It just keeps you addicted and left you forgeting to do other stuffs. Haiz ..

I pretty much hate how my life is running currently. I've yet to make payment for school and am not sure if i could. Truthfully there's more reason behind my presistance to study. Other than wanting to get that degree, lets just make it my secret.
When i was reading rad's blog, one way or another, i could very much relate to the cons of having too many siblings. Funnie isnt it wen your the only child, you crave for siblings. But wen you have em' you just wished you're the only child.

Hopefully by this month end i get a direction to head to.

And my so overdue post on 10 things about me:-

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 peope to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. =)

Random No 1:
I have more than 10 bears on my bed but i dont think it's enuf. haha.

Random No 2:
i need at least 5 pillows to sleep comfortably.

Random No 3:
i can get lost in my own thoughts/memories and end up laughing or tear-ing by myself

Random No 4:
i cant and wont go to movies by myself coz i donno how to find my seat.

Random No 5:
i do cry when reading sad/touching novels.

Random No 6:
i dont like wearing heels or ladies slippers/sandles

Random No 7:
the reson why i love the colour yellows bcoz wen i was young i wanted to be the yellow ranger Trini .. wahaha

Random No 8:
I have an online diary (my blog) and a personal secret diary

Random No 9:
I love writing poems on random things or how i was feeling at that moment

Random No 10:
When im sad/depressed i would listen to Josh Groban songs

Peeps whom i want em' to do this are those who visits my blog, read this post and hav their own blog .. hee .

tOodles 5/14/2007 01:21:00 PM

Pics of the weekend outing

There's more taken but just a brief run tru on wat we saw and did and went ... enjoy!!


Mr cute seal

a long long long python

u shd kno wat it is. waha

butterfliessss

the night safari has b-e-a-utiful toilet. hee

zoo has nce scenery

tall giraffeeeee

some cousins of the deer .. haha

zebra eating. hee

white tiger .. aint it beautiful

us and fake seal at the zoo

the night safari

the sunset .. we're 40 storey high!!

mum admiring the view

elephant show

on carlsberg sky tower

boat ride

me and sis on boat

whose fiercer .. lol

im aint that tall .. haha

at the merlion

me and mum


sis and mum

luge ride

sky ride .. totally caught off guard

me, sis and mum on cable car

the transportation for the day

love the pic effect

looking at the horizon

buying spices

Reali wished the two days didnt end that fast. Thank god it didnt rain thus made the trip more enjoyable. Hopefully the mother's day prezie outing was memorable for mum. heee ..

tOodlEs 5/09/2007 06:04:00 PM


5/08/2007 08:50:00 PM

A great weekend spent with mum and elder sis. Sort of like an advance mother's day outing. Went to most of the Singapore's attractions that we had never been to for such a very long time. Im glad mum enjoyed herself. Didnt kno wat shd i reward her with for being a great mum ... so took this opportunity to thank her. As they say .. actions speak louder than words. Thus, a brief tru on wat we did for the weekends

Saturday -

Left home as early as 7.30am (me without sleeping for two nights in a row due to watching a taiwan drama series) and head down to Sentosa via cabel car. First attraction of the day ... Images of Singapore. Been wanting to go there since it first opened and oh how we were wow-ed by the sights and sound of the entire exhibit. Then it was downhill to The Merlion. Im glad, the time wen we reached the head of the magnificent beast, the sun was not too hot yet and the wind was totally refreshing. We were on top of the world!!! Then, it was time for desserts before heading to Fort Siloso. The tunnels there still freaks me out and during that time, the sun was on top of our heads and oh how scorching it was. A reali good place for singapore history lovers. hee .. Next, time for the luge!!! Wee-ness. I just love driving that go-cart-look-alike thingy. waha. and the sky ride was even more amazing with our feets hanging down freely and we were only protected by a piece of bar. waha .. Last attraction for the day in Sentosa was the Carlsberg Sky Tower. Breath-taking view that really enable you to feel all high and free .. well sort of. haha .. but nonetheless, mum enjoyed it and thats all that matter. By the time we were back on mainland Singapore, it was near to 5pm. Took the bus to Esplanade to catch a Boat ride along the Singapore river. The view along shore, the sound of sea waves and the strong wind blowing was marvelous. I was enjoying every minute of the ride but i was anticipating for the last attraction we planned to visit ... The DHL balloon!!! A great way to end the day. We caught the 7pm take off and was in time to watch a paranomic view of Singapore and the breathtaking sunset. It was love i tell you. That image will forever be vividly pictured in my mind.

Sunday -

We overslept and only left the house around 12pm. Caught buses and trains to the ... Singapore Zoo .. yes the zoo!! I finally get to go there after nearly about a decade!! Since it was a great day to walk, we walked the entire way throughout the zoo pathway and managed to catch all their showtime. I felt like a kid again. To think i had so much fun at the zoo. hee .. by the time we managed to walk ard the entire zoo, it was 6pm. After dinner and a bit of B&J .. time for the Night Safari advanture. My first time there and im glad it was truly memorable. Espacially during their show. It was soooo funny!! Ask me bout it. haha .. And i get to put my face right in front of a leopard and it really looked straight back at me. waha! though the animals wasnt clear enuf to see, but the experience there was super-fantabulous.


All in all ... mum, sis and me reali had fun and the bonding for this outing was just love. Pictures of the fun-ness we had will be up soon. heez...

And for today:-

Had to go back to UWW and asked my fourth bro to accompany me along. His accompany-ment was not a waste. waha. im glad he loved it. Then met third bro and elder sis for a movie outing. Spiderman 3!! A great movie if i say so myself. I teared a bit towards the near end. Outing with my siblings espacially just the four elders is love. Walking with them just fits. I just love the feeling being with them. waha. i need not feel awkward for being too tall nor be afraid to goof ard and be me. 'smiles'

In times like this makes you just love your family and glad you have them.

tOodleS 5/07/2007 05:48:00 PM

been re-writing the post countless of times.

Im contemplating on if i sould really say it out, or try to phrase it and beat around the bush or just leave it and forget about it.

But being me and knowing me, i know i cant forget about it. People trying to put me down, trying to tell me my dreams are stupid, trying to jolt me back to 'reality', trying to make me give up what i want to do just kills me. What gd do they get out of it? This goes way way back and the bottles i've kept bcoz of all that is now over filling my already mess up life and i think i should do a major clean up to throw it all out. haiz.

Yesh im soft spoken, quiet, introvert ... but that doesnt mean you (anyone who terasa) have the permission to make decisions for me, to choose my life path, to step over my head and tell me around. Im tired of taking orders. Im tired of being push-over. Im tired of haing to prove myself worthy due to my appearance if you kno what i mean.

Anyhoos, untill i get the hang of things, my blog post now seems to be so under the weather. haha.

tOodleS 5/02/2007 11:09:00 AM