I never would have imagine that I will be facing this but i currently am - my precious lappy died on me out of a sudden. To top it off, one of our project is due on Monday and im still in the midst of editting it. I could easily say 'why me' but wat good will it do.

When one of my fren had to overcome the sort-of-the same situation recently, i felt for her. That time i said that if i were in her shoes, i will feel totally lost and for which i admire her patience throughout it all. I was afraid that i will not be strong enuf. Somehow i feel that because i doubt myself, the current situation helps me realise i too can and will do without my lappy for now. It might be a petty problem but being here, your laptop is your life and part of my soul. My everything is inside and for now im prepared to face losing it all. Right now, till everythings goes back to normal, i have to use the school computer that is super slow and the worst thing is im not living in the school dorm anymore. So i guess i have to bring some of my stuff over and bunk in A&J room. But looking at the bright side, thank god wen it crashed, my thumbdrive wasnt affected.

It seems that since i've been here, there have been lots of challenges that i hav to face. And thankfully, i feel that i am closer to god for only he knows whats best for me. I just need to remember that god will not give a burden that is greater than what one can bear. This will help me move on, bounce up and come out stronger than before.

ToOdlEs

2/15/2008 08:25:00 PM