It's just week 2 of school and everyone's already feeling the pressure! haix .. Other than trying to confirm on the topic for our dissertation with established the aim, objectives, hypothesis and everything that needs to be handed in for the proposal, there's the case studies plus all the reading for int'l mkting plus the news reporting plus the hotel research-ing .. aRghHh .. this is juz the beginning and i feel as if i've run half the race full speed ..

As much i know what i wana do for my dissertation, im still lost. *weeps

i've been missing home. i've never been far away from home for so long. There's always the comfort of hanging out with my siblings esp my elder sis for juz dinner or a movie. i miss the luxury to juz hang out till late at night and still go home safe and in the comfort of your love ones. i miss waking up and see my mum's presence and be able to talk to her about almost anything. I even misses the time i fight with my youngest siblings. And there's always mum around for me to tell her how i am feeling. For now and most of the time i have to play pretend. As much as it's a practice for the service industry but i'll be great to have someone you can let your secrets out to. You cant imagine the skeletons i have hidding in my cupboard. No not the kind of dark secrets that will hunt and kill you down but it's just burdens that i wish to share. Ohwells ... i'll leave the cupboard lock and safely hidden for now i guess. lets play pretend! hahaha~

Right now im procastinating myself from reading the int'l marketing textbook .. some one read for me and juz tell me the facts i need to know! plsss .. hahaha ..

toOdleS

'mA toUts'

As i feel my heart beats fast
I wished i was at the comfort of home
I wish that mum was right beside
To tell me it's gona be alright

As i feel my body's giving up
I lift my hands for guidance
And pray that i could last this challenge
The one thing i hope i can achieve 1/15/2008 10:40:00 PM