A dinner date with Ms J.D turned out to be a group outing with the bestest peepz i know. First Rad and Azm suddenly appear out of no where and then there were two more VIPs that we were waiting for. I tried guessing who but got it wrong. haha. In the end, it turned out to be Nad Z and Khai.
I didnt realise they were planning it! It was nicest surprise and i reali felt loved. Awww .. It's wonderful to know that you have great frens like them. *grins very wide

The more outings i have with frens the more i feel reluctant to leave. Just hope that by the time i get back, they do still remember me. haa~ well who can ever forget dearest Asy. lolz

Counting down to 5 more days before my last goodbye. And i have not yet finish packing!!

Anyhoos, pics of outings as promised. Enjoy!!

Sup tulang day with elder sis!!
(will get the original pic from her when she gets back)


Ayam Penyet day with yonger sis!!


Nasi Pattaya day with pri sch mates ..


Fish & Co. day with peiling and hui ying
(we were too hungry that i forgot to take food pics!!)


Lau Pa Sat day with Ms Suli .. hee




Pizza Hut-ing with fate and fang an
12/27/2007 06:05:00 PM

a christmas tree is only perfect with a star on top*

Been some time since my last update. it had been a busy week. with hari raya haji and meet ups with 3 different grps of poly frens, im afraid it's already ended. With the end of all this only means that my time to fly is soon approaching. wats left is my dinner date with Ms J.D and the gathering aka kenduri with mum side of the family.

And whatever i plan to eat before i leave is done. wee~

My past posts have been talking too much on me flying and my excitment and fear of doing so. As much as i want to post on other topics but i cant help it. This is a major life turning experience. So dont mind me. haa~

Finally started on my packing yesterday. I have 2 large baggage to check in and 1 mini baggage to bring on board. But right now im stuck. cant seem to fit everything in! Though it seems that i might be bringing too much but somehow i feel i dont bring enuf! oHmAnn ..Think in the end i have to forgo some stuff and clothes .. just hope that my baggages doesnt exceed 40kg.

Right now, my touts are in a mess. the tout of leaving in a week's time as much as it's exciting, im very afraid. I know this is a learning experience that i have to embrace. still, the tout of growing up alone in a foreign country scares me.

tOodlEs

*pics on my meet-ups with frens will be posted up after my date with Ms J.D 12/24/2007 07:42:00 PM

Sis is flying off in a few hours time. And as i start counting the days im left, surprisingly i only have less than 14 more days. As the days come nearer, im starting to get very afraid of leaving. The tout of abandoning my comfort zone to a new environment without close frens and family nearby reali scares me alot. I will be strong. i will not cry wen the time comes but i cant promise that i will not break down once im inside the transit area. what hav a gotten myself into? but insyallah i will get tru this. insyallah i will make my family proud - for dad's unachievable dream, for sis delayed plans to contd studying and mum's sacrifices thus far.

On a more brighter note, congrates to my 4th bro Aiman for his outstanding N level results!! He got 3 grade one and 3 grade two. wOohOo .. AND He's the top pupil in Normal Tech Stream in his school and also being the best in Eng language. Im so proud of him!!!


toodles o_O 12/18/2007 11:03:00 AM

As much as i love organising, planning and putting up events and gatherings, sometimes i wonder how it'll feel like for once if someone would plan something nice for me instead. and yesterday, when the role reversed, it felt wonderfully great and special. Thxs lots mas and nokz. you both are the best!

Met the pri sch peepz for a farewell dinner that they've planned for me at Sukara buffet in town. i didnt expected any other than juz dinner and the usual fun and crazy time we'll always have wen we meet. But i was surprised wen they gave me this huge card and a prezie too. On one side of the big card was a huge picture of me while the other, there's was the words written 'TAKE CARE ASY' and also short messages from each of them girls - mas, nokz, emma, mesa and rashidah. i was trying not to cry. haha. the prezie that they gave was wrapped in lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of magazine pages. When i finally got to the end, i started laughing. hee~ (look at the pics below to know why). im so glad after years of being apart, we finally met up and got close with each other. i will reali going to miss them girls alot!! esp the outing 3 of us always have *winkswinks. hee~ i will def bring and remember the memories we share always.

i am definitely touched. thank you so much. love u girls!!


look wat they got me. =)

after layers and layers of magazines

ta-da!! hee~

cam-whoring

peace!

love them girls!! (mas,emma,nuraini & me)


yummy foodie!!







tOodlEs 12/16/2007 09:55:00 AM

As i look back at the video, it made me cry with happiness as i remembered all the great, fun and crazy things we did together. you girls are the bestest girlfrens and i will truly always miss you. *weeps
Thanks mas & nOkz for the wonderful time we 3 always had together. xoxo



tOodlEs 12/16/2007 09:37:00 AM

Wanted a change but sticking to the same theme. Sunflowers juz makes me happy. roses are nice, lilies are sweet but sunflower apart that it is yellow, it blooms of hope.

Met the secondary sch peepz yesterday for my long awaited Nasi Pattaya at Spize. As usual, there was onli me, nat and muni which was enuf to bring the house down. haha. We went all the way to the one at Rivervalley as im not keen going to the one at Sempang Bedok. As usual the food didnt disappoint me but alas the serving was too big that i cldnt finish it.

been trying to live one day at a time. but everytime i tried, i get worried. i cant live not knowing what will i be doing tmr or the following week and where i will be heading to the next few months. i know that things will not always go as planned but the tout of nothing is written down in my daily planner juz kills me. i should reali learn the art of doing nothing. dont get me wrong .. i love doing nothing. just slack the day away. rainy days are the best time to do so esp wen i've been having busy weeks and days before. one week is adequately sufficient for me. too much of slacking tires me. too much of slacking will make me feel unaccomplished.

truthfully, im not sure if i will see the next 20 years of my life. knowing that it can happen anytime just scares me as i might not accomplish things i wana do in life. i wondered how dad coped with it. the pain, the breathlessness, the feeling of slight inferiority. he was stronger than me - much much stronger. he was and always be my hero.

Anyway, after saying this out loud that i start believing. A company that judge me on what i wear than on my accomplishments, abilities and talent is not a company worth working for. And holding strong to my belief, values and faith, i know that the path that i will land will be worth waiting and fighting for.

half a month more to go before a new chapter unfolds.

tOodlEs


muni, nat & me 12/14/2007 04:20:00 PM

It's already the middle of Dec. gosh how time actually zooms past. Im finally finally done with shopping. All the stuff that i need in my 'have to buy for swiss' list is completed. wee~ and ive spend more than ive budgeted for .. so im officially terribly broke. been dragging my youngest sis ard to hunt all the remaining stuffs - vivoing and orchardroading .. fun-ness! but mayb not to her as she had to wait for me for so long to choose and try all the stuffs im getting. hee~ 12/12/2007 04:12:00 PM

It's interesting how she, Karen Armstrong is able to provide unbiased and insightful information on Islam. Take a look on her interview regarding the book (ISLAM - a short history) that she wrote.

-part 1-


-part 2-


-part 3-




tOodlEs 12/08/2007 06:42:00 PM

Im having a terrible terrible mood swing today. As i stare at myself in the mirror, there was so much rage in my eyes. Hated myself for scolding my youngest sis and snapping at my youngest bro esp wen he's helping me to bake. haix .. i tried to control this mixed emotions but it comes out as me being absolutely cold and distant. can't be that it is due to my period as i last had it a week ago and i dont expect it to come for about 2 weeks time. aRgHhh!! i just cant explain where does all this anger comes from. mayb it might be due to the fact that in less than a month time i will not be seeing them for a year. i should be feeling sad and try to spent more time with them instead of picking up a fight. mayb im afraid i might miss fighting with my siblings. haha .. call me crazy if you must. haiz. as much as sometimes they annoy the hell outta me, i will really truly miss my family alot. dont tell me im feeling home sick when im not even there yet. lolz

Right now im putting my packing on haitus untill after hari raya haji. yes im procastinating but packing = leaving soon which i am not ready to face yet. funnie when i was in poly, i was planning to study overseas for a degree education and when now i have the chance, im afraid to do so.

For the rest of this month, my plans will be:-
6/12: beach road sup tulang with sis
8/12: K-Ok with nokz and mas
10/12: to winnings to get my long john and ayam penyet with sisters
11/12: vivo-ing for jeans and white shirts
13/12: Spize-ing at rivervalley with sec sch peepz
15/12: dinner date with pri sch frens
18/12: sent sis to airport (she's goin germany & london)
19/12: baking day with mum
20/12: HARI RAYA HAJI!
21/12: meeting peiling and huiying (movie & dinner)
22/12: meeting brainy, su and nadia (movie & lau pa sat)
23/12: meeting fate and fang an (bowling & dinner)
25/12: CHRISTMAS!
27/12 or 28/12: dinner date with Ms J.D
31/12: pick up sis from the airport

anymore bookings do look at the dates that are not mentioned. haha ..

time check: 3.40am

i still need to wait till 530am. im paying back my fasting. 7 more days in the month of ramadan that i skipped and additional 2 more days that i promise i will fast if i get at least a B for my exams. so 1 down and 9 more days to go.

practically, i've watched all the current episods of alot of tv series that i missed and right now im falling in love with Moonlight. =)

tv here i come to help me kill time. *yawns

tOodlEs 12/05/2007 08:15:00 PM