The bottomline of my horoscope:

You have been creating way too much work for yourself. Loosen up, slack off a bit.

Haha. i wish i could but there's still stuff to do, deadlines to meet and exams to study for. haiz. it's never-ending. One more week of school. but 3 projects to do. and then comes the 4 scary exams to sit for. and soon after that, packing and shopping and preparing to say gdbye. School as much as it has been hectic, it have been fun. Loved the moments in the class of only 23 and am gona miss my groupmates of 4 - me, audrey, julianne and damian. One thing that i kno i wont miss will be the endless journey to and from school. waha

Anyhoos, cant wait for the upcoming Nadi jalan raya on Saturday and Pentas on the 16th Nov.

And later today, will be going down to the mosque for some lesson from 9am to 5pm. Mum said it's to help me prepare myself spiritually wen i fly off to Swiss. I need to learn to become strong. I need to learn to be independent. Will update what i'll learn in my next post.

For now, time to sleep. =) too tired from the lack of sleep (2hr or none at all) this week. no mood for projects today. mayb wen i reach home. *yawns

ToOdles

mA tOutS

Time has passes fast like it usually does
Things has change as what fate has predicted
And I have stood my ground from when I started
No use regretting when one has done their best
I wish that I was better
But wishing will never come true
I hope that everything will be better soon
But hoping doesn’t help unless one tries
And so I will, I know I will
Coz in the end, the sun will continue to shine
No matter how long the storm takes 10/27/2007 08:11:00 PM

If sharing leaves you feeling inferior, whats the point of doing it in the first place. hMmm .. ohwell, mayb it happens for a reason whatever it could be. 'ponders'

And today, Mr Currie, an IMI lecturer came down to teach us the remaining part for food & beverage. costing for now. I juz love the way this IMI lecturers teach. They go straight to the point and wen they make up a joke it is actually funnie. And usually i would be able to remember the lesson learnt at the end of the day. haa~

ps: Mr Currie has this funnie scottish accent but it suits him nice-ly and yay we could understand him well. haha ..

ok that sentence was random.

anyhoos, the project grouping for this subject, instead of choosing ourselves (i was planning to grp up with brainy), he randomly pick us our partners and im 'stuck' with mel, my senior and daniel, my ex-grppie. waha. yay!! at least not with some i reali hope i dont work with. phew ..

and at the second part of the lesson, my cramps kicked in. Suddenly in sch my day came which was a real bad time to show up. I was cringing all the way, trying to hold back the pain and i wish the 3 hrs will zoom past which btw didnt. So i suffered on my chair, wishing i was back home and asleep so i wont feel the pain. so for that lesson, i wasnt paying much attention as i was chanting to myself to hold on for that few hours. aRgHHh .. the agony of being a woman. sighs .. even now it still hurts alot alot. and the panadol doesnt seem to work!! i still have EDP report to streamline.

And yesterday, despite my project load, went jalan raya with my pri sch frens. it be my last chance to do so and to meet up with the complete gang .. wee~ but since i slept near to 5am, i wasnt myself and was slightly exhausted. still, i was glad i went out with them .. enjoyed truly. 'grins'

back to projects. what new huh. waha ..

tOodlEs 10/22/2007 03:37:00 PM

horoscope for the day:-

Sticking with things, even when they aren't that much fun anymore, is sometimes necessary. If you make choices about what to do that are all about what will entertain you most, you won't learn too much about yourself, will you? Right now, do something difficult: (i am!!) You'll benefit from testing your resolve and seeing how far you can maintain your self-discipline. You have a lot of willpower that you have never fully taken advantage of. It's waiting for you to discover it.

It is talking about my projects!!! 'gAsp'

reality check:-
IHRM 2000 words individual report is due this friday (1/2way done)
EDP report and presentation (3/4 way done), FMHT project work (1/2way done) and PDP portfolio (must retype everything again!) all due next friday!!!
EDP individual reflective report due next next friday!!
4 main exams (IHRM, ROM, FMHT & MICE) coming mid nov!!!!

shoot me and kill me now. i might as well die from exhaustion anyway. 'weeps' 10/16/2007 06:17:00 PM

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims

The fasting month reali bullet past extremely fast. I think as the years past by, we as a family are getting used to try enjoying raya once again. Alot of things were done last minute. Raya clothes shopping was done 2 days before and shoe shopping a day before and house cleaning the night before. lolz .. And this year for the first time in my 21 years, i learn how to anyam ketupat and actually making em'. well .. i did the anyam-ing while my mum filled in the rice and steaming it. see our masterpiece below.


yummy ketupat. 'grins' so proud of myself. waha

and this year our colour theme was silver and blue. initially wanted beige and brown but there was no nice brown baju kurung we cld find at the bazaar. Mostly was the transparently tight fitting kebaya which we sisters dont like wearing esp in this hot spore weather.

surprisingly we covered about 6 houses yest even when we left at about 3pm. and they want to go out again today! i wana go to but i have a project due on friday which i have yet to start!! but i wont be able to celebrate next raya with them .. 'weeps' seems like yest was my only raya this year. haiz

anyhoos, my b-e-a-u-tiful family. heart them lots. =)




tOodlEs 10/14/2007 05:46:00 AM

I finally did break down when my laptop keyboard key came out. That was it! Technology is bycotting against me. First, my thumbdrive died on me, then my 4 years old mouse was giving me problems and now my precious lappy had to go to the lappy hospital all bcoz of me. *weeps .. i have to wait 2 to 3 days to get it back which i predict will be next monday. aRgHh

So, for the next few days i be laptop-less and i gota rely on my bros comp to finish up my projects. It have been a routine for me to switch on my lappy as soon as i got home but today, i have nothing to switch on. I miss it already!!

Got MM (Mice Management) project back today. Rememeber how i was complaining about writing a whole bid for a wine congress yourself that weights the whole 40% coursework that took me my whole one week break to complete it, yup that one. I score well!!! im soooo thankful and very happy. Another A!!! wee~ insyallah my remaining projects will continue with this wonderous result. Amin.

3 more days to raya .. hmmm ... still not sure if im looking forward to it or hope that the next day comes soon. will decide on friday i guez. waha

till then. tOodlEs 10/09/2007 05:40:00 PM

i can finally feel my legs!! haa~ long story to begin with but im grateful to the 'tok'. reali reali a painful experience but alhamdulillah i was strong enuf.

can u believe that i only have about a month of school left? and in less than 3 months time im leaving spore, my family and frens. it's all getting surreal as the days pass by. excited but afraid.

and its confirmed!! to whoever who wana kno to sent me off, im flying on the 3rd Jan 08 at 1am on flight SQ 346 but i gota be at the airport on the 2nd Jan 08 by 11pm which i think i be there earlier. only 10 of us i think will be going together. the rest of my classmates would have reach the campus by then i guez since they're taking the 2nd Jan flight.

and i might not be getting a toilet in my room!! nOoOoo .. hopefully they could rearrange something for me. i need a toilet!!!

MM project will be returned to us on tue and im soooooo afraid to know the grade that i will get since we were told that most of us did badly. sIGh ..
5 more projects to go .. hang in there asy.

only about a week left of fasting. the house still is in a mess, cookies have yet to be baked and i still have yet to find a baju raya. note the A. coz i predict i will only go out on the first day.

tOodlEs 10/04/2007 05:59:00 PM