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it seems
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Seem now i have a purpose in the direction to where im heading in life. and so i thought. i hate moments when you have the time to let your mind wonder and you ended up lost and unsure once again.

was watching 'in her shoes' on cable yesterday and was surprised it touched me once again. espacially love the poem that was read near to the end of the movie.

i carry your heart with me
by ee cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

and sadly, im not my favourite person right now. why? thats reali a question worth a million dollars coz i myself do not know why. Mayb i sort of do but im still in denial. oh how i wish i could read the story of my life so i can be prepared to face all that im suppose to with much grace.

'mA toUts'

The time comes
When finally you realize
All that happened
Was once upon a time ago
You nudge yourself back to the reality of life
And like a memory
You try to forget
Coz it’s sometimes best to not remember
And hopefully
It soon fades
So you can move on to build new bridges

7/19/2007 08:47:00 AM

an intro

~ AsYUrAh rOsLAn~
~ 21 yRs ~
~ 14 sEpT 1986 ~
~ SIM & IMI, Swiss ~
~ BA (hons) in int'l tourism & events ~
~ MaLAy mUsLIm ~
~ nar_alien@hotmail.com ~

more to kno

* tALL * cHeErFuL * sunflower *
* coNTenTeD * hApPy *
* ChoCoLaTeS * bEaRs *
* boOkwoRm * sPeciAL *
* tRaVeL * yELLow *
* mIrAcLeS * piAnO *
* mOviEz * MuSiC *
* vIrGo * hOteLs/eVEntS *
* yOGa * gUItAr * * fAirYtALe * dAydReaM *
* iSoLAtiOn * mAgiC *

:: aSpirAtiOns ::


1.coMplEte mY dEgrEe with a min of sec hons
2.fAll iN lOvE
3.mY drEaM jOb
4.wOrk iN duBai
5.LivE a fULfiLLinG LifE wiTh mY fAmiLy & fReNs

beautiful souls

  • anz
  • cleo
  • dee
  • elena
  • g.w
  • j.d
  • mas
  • mel
  • mich
  • nickizah
  • nad.z
  • nadi-ians
  • nokz
  • rad
  • siok
  • u-ka
  • zila

    opinions




    back in time

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