If you think poly life is hard, wait till you decide to take up a degree. You will question yourself what the hell you've put yourself into. Trust me. i did. haa~

However, it only lasted a few seconds before im back on track. My aims keep me sane, my goals keep me grounded and my promise make me stive on. But im surprise at the things im doing now that i never done before. I actually reading my notes before the start of the class, i really read tru the textbook over and over to understand what the topic is about and I read through and revise the notes again at home after class.

And to think my english was good but oh how wrong i am. the journal articles that was given for us for additional reading are very very very chim and im not exaggerating. Had to constantly refer to the dictionary to understand what am i reading. haizz ..

this journey ahead seems so rocky for now but that 1st honour degree is just within my reach. i just need to persist on in order to get a hold of it.



LiveEarth. a concert across 7 continents to bring awareness that our earth is in great danger. As much as some people are in doubt that this actually do work, but if you try keeping an open mind, it's the first step to emphasize that the earth cant possibly recover on its own espacially with the amount of pollutants that everyone have been contributing thus far. The floods, the heat wave, the earthquakes, the melting glacial, the dry up river and the other natural disasters that is constantly happening have been trying to make a statement even before LiveEarth started out. But im glad ppl are starting to do something.



And on a seperate down-side note, a few days ago, Nad's mum passed away. She was a very sweet lady whom i glad i got to know. God loves her her more than we do. And i pray her soul be blessed and place among 'orang-orang yang beriman' .. amin

To lose a parent is hard and you will never forget that episode in your life. It will constantly be repeated in your mind and the pain can get unbearable sometimes.

To nad, hold on tight to the memories of her and be strong. Believe that now she is at a better place and will constantly be watching over you.



Oh oh and for those who yet to catch Transformers, you should!! right now! i kno it's gonna be awesome but never did i expect it to be totally spectacular. Im so buying the dvd once it comes out!! and watching it really brings back memories espacially seeing Optimus Prime. We had the action figure once. i wonder where it went. haha.

toOdlEs all ..

'ma tout'

the heartache you'll feel
will be impossible to be set aside
as much as how busy life is
in one point of time
your mind goes wondering back
to that incident once again
the day you lost that special someone

as you live on the memories
you try so hard not to forget
you vow that it will never fade away
and to keep it alive and going forever
it's to remind you
that those time spent together
was the best time of your life
and thats the reason why
it's still embeded
in your heart and mind 7/07/2007 04:01:00 PM