Seems like i've been blogging lesser and lesser. Not that i have nothing to type about. I do .. my mind is overfilled with endless touts that i ponder about but as soon as i logged into my blogger account, my hands would freeze up and my mind will come to a blank.
Ironically when it come to my personal diary, i could pen down my touts as fast as a bursting water pipes. If i dont try stopping myself from writing too much when i started, i could actually end up writing a novel. Mayb becoz in writing in a public blog, eventhough you do write a disclaimer that says whatever is written is your touts and that no one can sue you for that, there are still some issues which you feel it's best if no one knows about. But if it's your personal diary, you can write as much as you want to without anyone knowing your deepest secrets and feelings and judging you by it. I was telling myself that if i could easily tell someone particularly a him whatever i write down in my personal diary, i would marry him. waha. which i dont think would ever happen.

So whats been happening lately ..
... me falling sick. had a tempreture of 38.5 and i literally nearly died.
In some ways i love falling sick but also i hate falling sick. contradicting huh. the loving it part is that i can sleep the day away without feeling guilty and the hate part is im afraid i might not wake up if i close my eyes to sleep. Call me crazy but i hav my reasons for feeling that way. For me to know and you to either or not find out.

Due to me falling sick, i havent been touching my school stuff and im feeling guilty-er by the minute im writing down this post. School starting in the afternoon tmr but mayb i go out early tmr and head out to the national library to catch up abit on my werk.

Till my next entry.

ToOdLes 7/15/2007 05:35:00 PM