been re-writing the post countless of times.

Im contemplating on if i sould really say it out, or try to phrase it and beat around the bush or just leave it and forget about it.

But being me and knowing me, i know i cant forget about it. People trying to put me down, trying to tell me my dreams are stupid, trying to jolt me back to 'reality', trying to make me give up what i want to do just kills me. What gd do they get out of it? This goes way way back and the bottles i've kept bcoz of all that is now over filling my already mess up life and i think i should do a major clean up to throw it all out. haiz.

Yesh im soft spoken, quiet, introvert ... but that doesnt mean you (anyone who terasa) have the permission to make decisions for me, to choose my life path, to step over my head and tell me around. Im tired of taking orders. Im tired of being push-over. Im tired of haing to prove myself worthy due to my appearance if you kno what i mean.

Anyhoos, untill i get the hang of things, my blog post now seems to be so under the weather. haha.

tOodleS 5/02/2007 11:09:00 AM