back of my mind
Monday, April 16, 2007
It's funnie wen one day you feel too tired of living anymore and the next, ur anticipating where it'll take you next. Mayb bcoz realising it or not, we hav dreams and plans for what we want to achieve and at the back of our minds, we can visually see how it all work out in the end.
Slept the whole day yesterday due to the unbearable headache and the loss of my voice. By sleeping, i can prevent frm eating anymore panadols that doesnt help and also frm talking to anyone thus preserving my voice. Due to the hours and hours of sleep, i couldnt sleep the whole of last nite. Stayed up to watch movies ... long time ago movies that i still love. To name a few, she's all that and the perfect man. Ironically, love story type of movies thingy. haa .. juz wanna smile for no reason. haha.
It had been a while since i last saw the sunrise. And as i look out to the morning skylight, it caught me short and i stopped breathing for a few seconds. The view was truly magnificient and it hit me there and then - how wonderful god creation is. As the sun starts to rise, the colours it bring out gives hope showing a new day is arriving and to start everything fresh. note to self: i need to go live near to nature more even if it's for only a month.
Rite now i hate not doing anything. My plans are now stationary and unmovable untill some things gets settled and confirmed. Im juz looking forward to sunday this week - Phantom of the opera @ the esplanade. Time pls fly.
And something random, i found a way to destress .. baking .. im falling in love with baking. muffins and cookiez done. next to try, choc cakes and brownies .. hee
tOodlEs
~ everyone dies but only some people lives ~
4/16/2007 04:02:00 AM