emo-ed
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Im extremely in an emo-ed mood since yesterday night. The time of the month i guez but i never ever have a moment of PMS-ing before this year and i tink this month is the worst. Mayb age is catching up. Hate this feeling of over sensitivity. Or mayb there's too much on my mind rite now. Too many in fact that i dont even kno where to begin. I just hope that as this so called wonderful journey of life continues, everything will get better.
Im forsee-ing myself stuck at a crossroad. Not a two way crossroad but i tink a four of five way that i desperately need to pick one. But im clueless on which path is the best coz once i venture into one, it'll be the point of no return. And so ... i just prefer to sit and stare into nothingness which i think thats wat im doing at this current moment. So excuse my fake smile or laughter for now. Im trying to find me back.
On a totally seperate seperate note, can i have dimitri
(in anastasia) as my guy. ]
(ps to julie - i will still fight for jensen though) hahaha. Mayb for now my perfect guy is in fairy tales and tv series. Im not prepared for reality yet.
And i tink im gonna try tutoring. Any one who needs any tutors for those frm K1-Pri 6 lemmi kno. 'grins' ..
I'll end todays post with a song that's stuck in my head. tOodlEs
Anatasia sountrack - Journey to the pastHeart, don't fail me now! Courage, don't desert me! Don't turn back now that we're here. People always say Life is full of choices. No one ever mentions fear! Or how the world can seem so vast On a journey ... to the past. Somewhere down this road I know someone's waiting Years of dreams just can't be wrong! Arms will open wide. I'll be safe and wanted Fin'lly home where I belong. Well, starting now, I'm learning fast On this journey to the past Home, Love, Family. There was once a time I must have had them, too. Home, Love, Family, I will never be complete Until I find you... One step at a time, One hope, then another, Who knows where this road may go Back to who I was, On to find my future. Things my heart still needs to know. Yes, Let this be your sign,Let this road be mine! Let it lead me to my past And bring me home... At last!
4/05/2007 07:56:00 PM
