10 years have passed. Dad's exactly 10 years anniversary today. Can't imagine that dad have been gone dat long when it seems it was just recently. They say that time will heals all wounds but i guez in this case, it will take much much longer than a decade.

I still misses him lots. Sometimes i stll wonder how life would be like with him around. If i was given a wish, something that i can have for a day. Then that'll be dad. Just one last day to see his face, to hear his voice and juz having his presence ard. Growing up father-less has a been a challenge. Imagine seeing ur frens with their dad, fighting with him, being the daddy's girl and listening how they talk about their dad really strikes something inside. How you wish you could do the same - Have a dad to talk to, to fight with and just plainly talk bout him. All i can talk bout him is from my past memories of him.
I am getting on living without one but to get over him i dont think i could and it's not right. Even if i dont have a chance to see him again but how i hope my youngest bro does. I wonder how he cope being born without even seeing dad while all his other frens have dads. But i guez he'll be a strongest within amg all of us and hopefully the love by all of us is enuf for him to replace a dad's love. God bless my family.

On a seperate note. 2 days MC. waha. down with a flu. and my back doesnt help at all! wat gd does an op do other than you having to suffer from it. hmmm ..
But with this two days off doesnt mean im resting to the fullest k. I have my portfolio to do and i so so so stuck.

Back to portfolio-ing. SigH ... ToodlEs 1/17/2007 10:08:00 AM