after a long time away
Monday, November 13, 2006
I didnt realise that it's been so long since my last entry nor does it cross my mind to update my happenings or thoughts. Rite now im totally extremely tired out. it's gonna be another busy week again. Yesterday had the Changi Fiesta and oh god how my whole body ache after the whole day. But it was expected after every event.
Was the asst in charge of the children's colouring contest but before and after that hop around other departments to help out. Think more than 6000+ ppl turn up on that day. To think this coming sat there's going to be another event and the next sat as well. It'll be a miracle if everyone in the office will be able to survive till the end of the month espacially those involve in travelling to Vietnam as well.
Suddenly today, my back cramp up. Twice. It freaked me out for a while due to my op history and truthfully i got shaken up a little. I wonder sometimes what blessings is there when u'll be sick for the rest of ur life. I know i shouldnt qns such things. I know i should accept what god have endowed, blessed and given me and to be thankful that i can still do some stuff normally. As any normal humans would, they qns when they dont understand. I dont expect anyone to answer but if i could have one wish, even for an hour, to feel how is it to run as hard and fast as you could. Having long legs but not being able to run, only my siblings and god knows how it feels.
On a seperate note, having someone to really talk to, someone who too shares the same thoughts really is nice. Even if you only get to talk only for a short while, it actually makes you feel better. So i thank you my dear fren for sharing and being a listening ear as well. =)
Listening to some of my frens in school talk about classes, lectures, projects and practically anything about school made me realise how im missing sch life. Meeting ur frens everyday, sharing and fighting each other on projects ideas and laughing almost at everything and nothing and the normal great stuff you do in school made me wonder if i am prepare to end school and start working?
To think that about 10 years ago the only worry was to get in EM1, Em2 or EM3 den what sec sch will i be in and if so will i be in express, NA or NT and then if i can do well for my N levels and proceeding on to my O levels and after that which poly and which course i want to be in. How time flies and suddenly here i am experiencing werking life and to worry about expenses and money and the future. Oh god. I wish i was young again. The age when you need not worry about anything but just being a kid. haha .. keep dreaming asy.
And so, another long day at werk tml. haiz. till my next post. hopefully with some pixs. toOdlEs.
and tO my nEw fOunD baBe,
hAppy 19 biRthDay Dee. Im glad that i found you as a fren. Stay cute, smiley and cheerful like me always. hehe. and may u be blessed with all the great things in life. take care always and thanks for being you. take care lots love.
11/13/2006 04:32:00 PM