Everyone been saying that they want to feel happy again and how they keep on trying to find happiness. My question is .. arent you happy now? Arent you happy that you can still breath or walk or hear and see or listen and talk or eat and to go to school/work or meet your friends and laugh and to have a family no matter how complete is it or not to go home to?

Being happy is not just by concentrating on the big stuff but it's in the matter of looking at the small things that you should be grateful for. Of coz everyone wants to find their happy ever after ending but you gotta admit that you have to be a character in a fairy tale or a romance novel to get that. Even the characters had to face difficulties before thier happy ending. Some classic example, Cinderella was bullied by her stepmother and stepsisters and Snow White was being hated by the queen(her stepmother) who wants to kill her. I can give you more examples from books i've read but the bottomline is everyone have their own problems to deal with. No one in this world is problem free. Even the person who keeps on laughing and smiling and being the one that cheers others up have problems. but its their choice to be able to control what they gonna do about it other than complaining and whining and try to find comfort in people's pity. Mayb once in a while to let it out to another is alright but do you need the whole world to know?

A suggestion to all .. why dont you just give god a call. No matter what religion you believe in, call your own god. Not to blame him but to ask him for guidance and stregth to face the challenge that he had given you. For those who doesnt believe in any religion, why not give it a try? You've got nthing to lose dont you? If you ask me why would he listens to you when there are others who have bigger problems for him to help .. my one word answer to you is ... Faith.

~ God will not give a burden greater than what one can bear ~

With this i question myself. when i look around at others who are facing problems that im glad im not, thus dont they deserve more than i do? So if i wish to find the perfect guy and live happily ever after and that the person does too, who should be more deserving? who shd get the priority? mayb i shd just leave this in god's hands. as they say our fate have been determined even before we were born. For now and as i've always have, will hold on to that.

Toodles. 8/03/2006 06:38:00 PM