Everything seems so surreal. I cant believe this will be the last day of school. No more interesting/draggy tutorials or boring/brain blending lectures or suicidal but fun group bonding projects to look forward to. Or the thought of where to have lunch or where to go if school ends early or to fight for computers when projects are due or the staying in school late for assignments and research. Most importantly, the friends that you look forward to meet everyday to laugh together with, to gossip or fight during projects or complain to about the subject assessments.
It's all over!

As soon as the exams ends, SIP will be knocking on our door. Some of us will be flying off for the OSIP on the 11th September while the rest will be 'eagerly' waiting for the 13th September. Those who are attached to hotels or the airport(CAAS) have to report earlier than that date to ensure they are ready for the VIPs of IMF to arrive in Spore.

For now, reality check. OB is coming up on the 25th. 65% for me to grab hold of. Getting a B+ for both the prj & presentation was a bit disheartening but hopefully after the exams i cld get an A.
And then theres DPD thats cming up soon after on the 30th. Got a B+ also for the project & presentation and hopefully as overall coursework it stays there and after the exams it goes up. 'cross fingers'.
Chiong-ing all the way now. =)


Had a talk with one of my fren and once again the topic of Love came about. Weird how it always pops out in every conversation. She was telling me about her and her ex and why did they break and how they still remain friends. So a series of convo regarding this came up ..

Part of it-
me: were you in love with him wen you were together?
her: (without thinking twice) Yes. How can you be together when you're not in love

but i was thinking how can she easily give him up readily when she realli loves him? (somehow i think she still do though she might deny it) Mayb this shows that when you love someone so much you just have to let him go. For if he is meant to be urs, he will be one day.

Another part-
her: do you believe in love at first sight?
me: Yes. Do you?
her: Used to.
me: Then?
her: not anymore.
me: When do you realise you stop believing?
her: Since the break up. but why do you? when most 'love at first' sight is based on looks.
me: it's not necessary. doesnt mean for every handsome guy that i look at, i will fall in love. For something like this to happen it will be magical. Should my defination of love at first sight is based on looks, i would havent fallen in love so many times.

Mayb it's not my right to define what exactly love is for i never did fall in love. I wish to one day but mayb it'S not the right time yet.
I want a love that last, a guy i can call mine and be with for the rest of my life. To love me for who i am and not not change me in any other way that he wants me to. I just want a guy for me to look at and feel safe and loved and i know that whatever happens our love for each other will never die. ever.
to much to ask for? im willing to wait. blame it on fairy tales to make me believe that somewhere out there every girl deserve a prince charming and to live happily ever after.

every episod of ghost whisperer does touch my heart and sometimes i do tear up. There is always something to learn frm it all. For one .. everything happens for a reason.

TooDLes 8/18/2006 03:51:00 PM