My whole body is trying it's best to continue on and not giv in yet. I cant even affort to sleep nowadays. With school and werk and CCA, i wonder what i've got myself into. For school, projects is all due this week. Somehow i have a feeling my projects this time wont be as wonderful as it's used to. haiz. no use talking about things that you cant change.

Last friday had the ppp rehersals frm 6-10pm den didnt sleep the whole night coz i had to finish up my part for the e-biz project and den start editting and compiling OB. Then at 8am(Sat) met the guys to go to Zhenghua CC for the Malam Budaya rehersals and mind you i havent even had one minute of sleep! Upon reaching home after the long day, projects was still on my mind. Reached home about 12.30am and since sis was using the comp i was thinking of juz resting for a while but i ended up in lala land and i havent even changed! and bcoz of that unplanned sleep, i didnt set my alarm and i overslept. Luckily still reached on time for the ppp rehersals cum co. preview.
About the co. preview, it went okie. there are some improvements to be made. we'll see how it gonna be for the next 2 weeks.

Finally one project down and three more to go and all within this week .. oh actually 2 this week and the 1 more next week but everything is only halfway done. OMG!! this is ssooo the worst project performance ever. and in my third year nonetheless. how to increase my ever so low GPA like this!

Other than life in school and life at productions, i have nothing more to say. So far, im feeling quite numb to my other surroundings. Mayb bcoz im too exhausted to take notice or to feel. So isnt this good. Even when problems are occuring now, it somehow is being blocked and ignored due to exhaustion. It's so nice to really not feel anything. weird i kno but still it still feels nice. waha.

tOodleS 7/17/2006 05:48:00 AM