i've finally concluded. im someone, im not unimporatant anymore and im strong. you may not believe me. who cares but i kno i am. im a fighter.
i fight every wake-ing days of my life. scard that my aorta can suddenly burts keeps me rooted and glad that the sun is shining. you do not kno how it is to sometimes be breathless even wen it'S juz climbing a few steps or running a short distance. dats the reason y i hate stairs and y i dont run even with long legs or y im not into sports. you do not kno how is it for me to always have doctors appointment all the time. for my eyes, heart and backbone. you do not kno wat it feels like taking so many x-rays and going for CT scan nor having backpains due to the metal thingys in ur body. or wat does it feels like to have you lungs punctured one after another or suddenly you heart beat drops to 20beats/sec. nor having to eat sooo many pills in a day.

Eventhough now u kno, u will never understand.

oh well ... NEXT ...

finally watched Da Vinci Code with my bro and sis. It was ok. Some say it was not as good as the book but den rite if the movie was exactly the same as the book, it will take forever to end. like harry potter, i still love the movie. same goes as this. enjoyed every moment of it. didnt even realise that 2 1/2hr have passed. =D
X-men3 & pirates of the carribean on the list next.

Nadi and Tperdayu orientation finally is over. yay-ness. it went ok i guez. had gr8 fun. met new and enthu freshies and it was another memorable day with my Nadians. =)

busy upcming week. performance with samba for the cca awards presentation. i love samba!!! haha .. OB test cming also and prj, prj and prj ...

im so stressed!! everyone been called for interview and confirmed placements. but no one been calling me!! applied for 5 hotels!!! and non of them called yet. in fact not of em' called anyone yet. so i shd be patient still. i want fullerton!!! they finally post fullerton up!!! i was jumping for joy wen i saw it. immediately sent my CV and cover letter there. haha ..
pls someone call me up tml!! been jumping at every phone calls enticipating it's either one of the hotels i applied. haha

toOdles for now!! 5/21/2006 07:13:00 PM