As the saying goes: Dont let anyone let u feel inferior without ur consent ... and i just did. And worst, i wasnt feeling well today. Slept the whole day and my whole family can vouch for that. I hate people that makes me hate myself. Is being a leader this hard?

Dont talk to me about commitment. Dont talk to me about being responsible. Dont judge me when u dont even know who i am which is sad actually wen i gave my best for so long and you dont even remember. If u think you know my name and dats all, you have no right to say anything bout me.
I've been committed. I've been there wen the rest gave up and left. I've been there when there's no one was around. So stop judging wen i need a little of ur support. To back me up. but i think now u're hating us, too dissapointed in me and seeing too much of our flaws. thanks so much ..
I was sick for goodness sake. I didnt plan of lying in bed the whole day and feeling so down and out plus all this blaming. ArgHhhh ...

Mayb is my fault? if is my fault that i fell sick, im sorry that ur blaming god for making me sick. if u think im too irresponsible den im sorry that you dont know me at all. if i drop ur water face, im sorry that you think i did it on purpose and that i did not feel bad at all to do that. bottomline, u juz dont kno me. so shut up.
but guez wat .. i tired of saying sorry for something i didnt do. why shd i feel bad wen ur too full of urselves. i had it of being soft hearted and taking everything in my stride and keeping it to myself and blaming myself. damn all of u who judge me for not knowing and thinking ur the perfect one and that i owe u.

Whatever it is im still holding my head high and giving myself credit for trying my best. So save ur criticism to urself or it be left ignored and you juz be wasting ur breath. I believe that tru this, god shows me that such people are not worthy of my time & respect and a lesson for me to learn and be wary of in time to come.

tOodles 4/23/2006 03:20:00 PM