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juz zip it
Monday, March 27, 2006
Sometimes becoz of this i juz hate her. She kept repeating the same old damn thing as if her life is the most miserable of all. ARgHhhhhh ...

Do u think i love my life?

Do u think i love being who i am?

Do u think think im freaking enjoy being sick? seeing the doctors for all this stupid medical reasons? having my heart beat like crazy most of the time and having fainting spell sometimes?

Do u think i choose to be here? to be in this family?

Do u think i pick to be in a family with sooo many irrtating small siblings?

Do u think i dont feel any pain? or anger? or frustration? or sadness? or regret?

Even if u do kno ... u dont care do you. Coz your life is much much more important. U have sacrifice so much dat now it's all about u rite. Everything muz be about u now rite since now we've grown up.

I am juz a mistake or in fact we are juz a mistake in ur life. Dont deny it coz i kno sometimes u feel dat.

I have enough. Too much.Too long. Too tiring.

If this helps, im sorry.

Sori for causing u trouble. sori for being here. sori for being me. sori for being sick. sori for being heartless. sori for ever being in ur life. sori for not following ur expectation. sori for being sori.

juz too tired to care anymore.

3/27/2006 05:31:00 PM

an intro

~ AsYUrAh rOsLAn~
~ 21 yRs ~
~ 14 sEpT 1986 ~
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* tALL * cHeErFuL * sunflower *
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* yOGa * gUItAr * * fAirYtALe * dAydReaM *
* iSoLAtiOn * mAgiC *

:: aSpirAtiOns ::


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4.wOrk iN duBai
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