Was sick today. Mostly in the morning. Non stop dripping flu and terrible terrible headache. So decided to skip school and get an MC. Was thinking of asking for 2 days MC but since tomorrow there's gonna be project meeting, i have to go. HaiZ ...

Anyway, in the evening went to Shaw Towers, Prince to catch Pride & Prejudice with my sis. She got 2 free tixs to the movie and she brought me along. HeHe ... thxs sis. Anyway, i really love it. It was sooo funnie. For those with an eye for old traditional romance kinda movie, u gonna love it as much as i did. =)

oH and last tuesday was the last last day we will gonna be having practice at RITS .. next week is my deployment to .... SENTOSA GOLF CLUB!!! oHnO .. not again. went there for culi deployment and now service. me and siokkie are juz meant to be there. hAiz ... how wonderful. Role play again for the day but this time i was the customer!!! with real food .. but it was fare and square fd so it's wasnt that great. wahahaha .. then learned about the BEO and change table cloth again and using the cash register and lastly ... learnt to make cocktail and mocktail. Though i cld drink only the mocktail but it was interesting to see how to make the cocktail. =)

Anyway ... im high rite now. juz ate my medcine and im getting drowsy ... and i still havent finish writing on the esplanade!!!! oH weLL .. will finish up everything tml .. i promise .. i hav to rite. haha.. tOoDlEs 11/30/2005 07:44:00 PM

Last two days was gemilang and i enjoyed myself w/ all the nadi family there. i reali need to congrats the crew who was involved. to the SM and ASM u guyz did great. =) hanifi aka the soundman .. bravo. u did everything smoothly on ur own. tO the runners - farhan and asheem, great job by having the performers where they shd be on time and lastly my lighting gurl and guy - aisha and azri, u guyz were wonderful to kno when to on and off the switches w/out me worrying at all. =) finally to other nadi ppl who although was not involved, u guyz rox! esp wen helping us to clear up eventhough u werent suppose to. (",)

and our cookiez was a hit! lOl .. yAy to julez, me , rabz and her sis .. heez ...


Post event pix


me, shah and julez


julez and me!!! HeHe


tHe cRew ...


ex and current nadians


going home ...


current nadians


rabz, me and julez

Later im going to werk! oHNo .. im dreading going. seems like im forcing myself to go. im tired of doing so but werk is werk and it's something im committed to do. haiZ ...

And school days is passing so fast! In a weeks time one project is due!!! and in a few days, a field assignment is also due! and im not even halfway done! oH well .. will worry about that later. rite now im off .. tOoDlez

and ....

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JULIEZZZZ ... love u love u lots!!! wishing u success and happiness all yr round!!! hUgGieZ .... 11/27/2005 04:26:00 AM

Thought everything was going to go as planned. Thought everything gonna be fine and fun. but as always. for years now i shd hav known. I should have known that it's goin to happen. There will always ppl ruining the day. im so dissapointed. im sad but more towards my sis. It's her bday for goodness sack. try to make her happy. i so wanted todae be special and memorable for her. it was accomplished but in another way. sIGh .. like both of us agreed on we're tired of trying.

but i hope i helped. i tried to make today the day for her but dammit. sometimes bcoz of this i hate my family. nonetheless ... hApPY 21sT bDaY sIs ... wishing you luck everyday and may u soon find your happiness soon.

Truthfully for years now i too have never enjoyed my bday. it's juz another normal day. juz mayb one prezzie and ppl sms-ing wishing happy bdae. oH weLL .. i shd face the fact that my bday shd never meant to be celebrated. So i juz find the happiness in celebrating others.

I so dont want to say everything in detail so in brief, at 6.30 met some of my family members at fish and co. then ate and ate and then a problem arise. It was sooo fustrating. i so dont wanna eat there any more. ask me if u wanna kno. arGh .. then watched harry potter. It was cool. really. all the 3 stars have grown up perfectly. at one point of the story i nearly cried. OoPs .. i think im too emotional. crying while watching harry potter. but it was really nice. cant wait for the next one. hahaha ... i dont mind watching it again but i hav other movies in mind. Gonna be watching pride and prejudice with my sis nxt wednesday ... yAy!!!

Now, im exhausted. i so dont kno why i so tired this few days. it's barely the 3rd weeks of sch and im so tired. there are still quizes and tests and pbl prjs to look forward to and im dreading each waking moment. Sometimes i feel it's best wen once again i was back in hospital though i hate it. coz all u do is sleep and eat and sleep esp wen u hav the control of a drug that doesnt make u feel pain and let u sleep.

oh well .. mayb i wake up tml and do my neccessary stuff .. till then ... toodlez



cOokIe dOugH w/ rabz hAnd .. hehe


cOoKiE baKinG


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cOoKie iN oVen


nTing BetTer To dO


wAitIng fOr cOokIe To bAke


firsT bAtcH oF bAkeD coOkiEz


lOtS oF cOokIe


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aRe u tEmptEd? HehE 11/23/2005 04:48:00 PM

The dreaded tuesday is here again. Evenrytime this day comes i'll be so tired. so restless and bored to death! The whole of nearly 7 hours for service skills juz kills me esp the part wen it's all talk and theory. Even when it's practical it's not getting any better.

But juz now can consider sort of fun. haha .. learnt how to clear table cloth in a really cool manner and opening wine bottles!! I so suck at it! For the first 2 try i only got half of the cork out and the third try, it broke!!! haha .. anyway i have the feeling im going to do badly for this wine thingy on my test. Oh Well .. and i still cant carry four heavy plates with only my wrist for support!! It's gonna break soon!!! can someone recommand me an exercise to strengthen my wrist? haha

Right now am sort of killing time while doiing useful stuff like ... blogging. haha. Coz later gonna meet julie to go to rabz hse to bake cookies for gemilang!!! YumMy!! hehe ..

And yesterday was my first ever group meeting. Went to Secret Receipe at Plaza Singapura to survey on the place for friday's presentation and after that discussed on our project for Lodging System Operations. Really had a debate on our hotel on like this and that and everything. HehE .. but no worries. We worked it our fine and are happy with it. =)

Now gonna start on continuing on my research for they wanna meet again tml for more debate discussion. lol .. so ppl .. tkcr and if u guyz wanna do come down for gemilang!!! organised by MAG .. den can try the cookies we're baking later. heez .. tOodlEz 11/22/2005 09:34:00 AM

all of us


the cars we took


in the car


them at my hse


the food my mum cooked for em'


"waiting for the bus" .. lol


the ladies


frm left: syahid, asheem and mamad


frm left: zhywee, dessy, zah, me and rusy


at dessy hse


me w/ aryan .. his cute rite with v. big eyes!!


posing w/ the unseen car


at azmi's hse - last hse for the day


i was the camera woman .. HehE


OK .. enuf of those .. now time for others ...




me and my ladies


me and dilz


my best gurls: di and fate


them patiently waiting for the food


yUmyuM


di with her food


fate w/ hers


iM broke!! can onli afford a piece of calamari!!!


NOT!!! me w/ my steak ... yummy!!


uz eating ... HeHe


fate figuring out how to eat her chix .. haha


photo taking session in the toilet


more photo taking session


di and the toilet plant

Alrighty ... hope u guyz enjoyed them ... toODLez ... 11/20/2005 02:42:00 PM

Went for jalan Hari Raya with the Nadi peepz yesterday. There was about 14 of us altogether and the first stop: my hse .. Mum cooked spegetti and bubor kacang for em' but later on the other two houses we went also ate spegetti! HahA .. Spegetti day it was yesterday. lol.

Anyway, we rented 2 MPV for us to travel ard in. And i love it! Eventhough had to pay $15 each but it was worth it. Yup2. In total we covered 13 houses (WaH!!) but it doesnt seem so. Anyway most of the houses we went to we ate. haha .. i was stuffed but still ate in all the houses coz it's all delicious!!! yUmMy ...

By the time we were at the 9 or 10th hse most of us was tired but when it's photo time ... everyone's energy came back!!! The pix shows as though we were energetic the whole time. haha ..

By the time we all headed home it was after 11pm. Had a great time. A loss for those who didnt join us. =) oH and if u do join us next time do make sure u hav life insurance shd zah wld drive. lol .. no lah ... she drive fine. no worries .. =) ur life is in gd hands.

Now i wanna take driving license too!! eventhough being driven is fun but i still wanna drive!!! HaHa ...

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That day went out with di and fate as u guyz know it. Had so much fun! Reali love my gurls to bits! It was sumting i needed after a bad first week of school. dont ask. Since unexpectedly di finishes school at the same time we did which was at about 3pm. So to kill time before dinner we hang out at Starbucks Raffles Place - where di works and we crapped and catch on each others lives.

At about 6pm, we headed off to Suntec for dinner at Swensen and once again we crapped and talked for nearly 2 hrs. HehE .. den we were thinking of going home since fate is gonna go meet her guy. But den Di asked me if im still up to watching a movie since earlier on we were discussing on watching Just like Heaven.

It was so nice. Both of us started crying and we were reali in need of tissues. haha .. donno whether the other viewer was crying as well coz it seems that onli both of us was sniffling. haha .

Before that since the movie started at 9.30pm we walked ard to window shop and we too took lots of pixs ... in the ... bathroom! haha .. bcoz the bathroom was so nice! - with a long big mirror and plants and a carpet. HehE ..

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Next week my shedule gonna be full!!! im packed the whole of everyday:

Monday: after sch going to eat at this medditeranian restaurant to do a survey on it
Tuesday: Mayb cookies baking for gemilang
Wednesday: SIS BDAY!!! and family outing to watch harry potter
Thursday: Pre preparation for gemilang w/ the cre
Friday: GEMILANG!!!!
Saturday: rest day for me .. slacking is hard work ok
Sunday: Work

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And juz now wanted to do research for logistic management prj but while i was watching CSi to rest a bit, i slept accidentally for nearly 3hr!!! not onli did i wake up late today but i still can take a nap! i muz be too exhausted that i didnt realise i was too tired already. luckily i took off frm werk today.

Anyway, now i need to realli do my prj ... so Toodles ppl ....

Oh and cldnt retrieve all my pixs ... so i need to open a new a/c to dwnload all my pixs and post em up one by one once again. haiz .. so ppl .. so sorry but u have to wait for the old pixs to be put up. =) tAke cAre! 11/20/2005 09:55:00 AM

10 more minutes to the next lecture!!! but here i am still stitting in the comp lab. haha .. anyway .. SOMETHING"S WRONG WITH ALL MY PIXS!!! i donno wat to do to get em back! Mayb i'll ask my sis for help later.

Anyway, yest went out with di and fate and had fun!!! will update soon ... im in a rush. And later oso going to the moon people! YaY!! cant wait!!!

Update more soon .. till then .. take care!!! tooDles! 11/16/2005 04:53:00 AM

It's solved! yAy!! dont ask .. u dont even kno. wahaha .. but it's finally solved. pHEw .. thx god ... amin ..

And tml going out with di and fate!! my two best-est and first and close-est frens in poly. Love them to bits!! so guyz think think of where to go tml!! we shd make the best out of tml b4 we are bz with projects and all those stuff.

And juz now worked again. 3 days straight and im dead beat! futhurmore juz now onli hav one server and one cashier and the manager was running all over the place! pOoR eric .. luckily there wasnt lots of ppl and guez wat guez wat ... my gurlfrens dropped by!! Julez, Soul and Nadz!!! met them again!!! but couldnt talk to em'. =( was busy with non stop customers. but it was nice to see em' ... huGgiEz!!

Then guez wat guez wat again ... i got a tip!!! lol ... a tip! in spore!!! i was soo shocked! $5 some more! at first wen the customer was nodding and smiling to me i tout he wanted to say gd bye so i nodded and smile back since my hands was full. then he put the clip board for the order form on the counter. i tout he was being nice to put it back. den wen i came close i saw the money! and i started laughing. haha .. but i didnt take it. nopez .. i felt funnie to take it. gave it to charity instead... HehE ...

And my dearie sOphiE went to Bangkok!! Have fun gurl!!! Surprise me with lots of gifts!!! HeHe

Then juz now had the first two of my tutorials and it was fun!!! i think im gonna love this sem! the subjects are interesting and so are the PBL projects .. HehE ... im going crazy i guez .. think i need sleep .. oh and WE ARE NOT HEARTLESS AND WE DID NOT FIGHT!!! pls lah ppl .. dont u hav anything else to talk about. hAiZ ...

Alrighty den ... tOodLez!! 11/14/2005 05:35:00 PM

11/10/2005 03:58:00 PM

After school today met up with my dearest Sophie to hang out with her. Met her at City Hall MRT stn to head off to Somerset to catch a movie at Cine. Watched Sky High and it'S a muz watch movie. My rate: 4 out of 5 stars. Since the movie starts at 7pm and it was onli 5pm, we slowly strolled to CentrePoint and i met up with my reali old colleagues!! Saf!! i miz u gurl! And so for the next 2 hrs we walked ard while chatted non stop. it'S great getting to talk about everything without any customers interupting. HahA .. finally reached home at 12.30am!! LoL

After the movie, had dinner at Swensen. Ate for 2hrS while continue crapping. HahA .. We can reali talk! It was great to get to share with her evrything and get to kno her more. =) She'S one great fren i muz admit. HehE .. love u 'sis' ...

Then juz now it stuck me so hard .. donno why i suddenly felt like givving up. At that moment of time i feel like locking myself in my room and hide away from everyone and away from the world. I juz do not want to face anymore setbacks and challenges and fight. I admit im not strong. Im tired. Really very tired. but i cant hide forever rite. Me being here there is a reason why. And i believe that real blessings comes in form of pain, setback and challenges. And whatever it takes im gonna continue living and praying for the best coz only he knows what's the best for me. He wouldnt lead me here if he knows that i couldnt take it. Only he knows my potential and i need to discover where my stength lies. With his guidance and help, insyallah i'll make it.

Strength does not come without struggle, relief does not come without pain and when life gets tough, cry and grief you heart out but remember god is out in the rain with you and offering an unbrella.

ToOdlEz 11/09/2005 05:57:00 PM

Today was my officially first day of sch

and first lesson was ...............

Service Skills Methedology.

Seriously i wasnt looking forward to it. First nearly woke up late den somehow i got the sixth sense something wrong gonna occur. But after a few hours and such it started to get fun and interesting and exciting to be learning all about the wine glasses, the utensils and how to clear table and carry heavy heavy plates. My wrist nearly broke!!!!

but then sumting hapened.

Not alot of ppl knows and im gonna stick with that. Haiz ......Thinking that it juz cant get any worst.

Why muz i face so many challenges bcoz of this? Why?

Is this some kind of test for me.

Im tired of crying.

I wasted too much tears

Im gonna leave it to god himself

PLEASE







OK .... that was confusingly depressing for u guyz .. lets go to something to shout about. Firstly ..... 'AHEM' ....... i got A for my global citizenship!!! wooHoO ... my first ever A in poly!!! Cant believe rite. but the futhurest i reach was a B+

Then sch was diff ... it was a bit jungle-ly at some parts and now to go in the toilet there's a pass code. LoL ... but now there's vending machine and water cooler. It'S gd to see improvement made to the sch. aItEz ... im drained bcoz of .... oh weLL ... ToodleZ ... 11/08/2005 04:27:00 PM

Wahahaha .. my manager juz called ... to ask me to werk!!! lolz .. i was planning to werk juz friday and sunday but dont kno why i said monday also .. haha. but it'S ok. there's no sch for me on Monday!!! bcoz there are only tutorials dat dae. =)

Today ..hmmm .. wat i did today? Sleep, eat, played the piano, stare at the comp, watched tv and suffered a massive headache. One that makes the house spins. hAiz .. why is my head keep doing that? is there sumtin wrong with my brain nerve or sumtin' ... im still so stubborn to go visit the doc. y?
1) waste my time - have to wait sooo long to for juz 5mins of seeing the doc
2) cost so much
3) waste my time .. hey, i've said that
4) im scard if the results shows that there's sumtin wrong with me

Oh well .. i wanna continue slacking before i got no time for that no more. haha .. toodLes 11/05/2005 02:04:00 PM

HUI YING!!!

TALK TO ME LEI .. U HAV TO TALK TO ME!!!

IM SORRY!! hehe .. i wanna go... truely. if u read my post earlier i planned to go.

BUT

unforseen circumstances came up. My aunts and uncle came one after another and by the time it ended, it was already 6.30pm .. and by the time i think u guyz are too lazy to hav to wait for me ... =(

PLS U HAV TO TALK TO ME!! the onli reason howeluen knows is bcoz she asked me. wahaha ... futhurmore we gonna be classmates again so u hav to talk to me ...

OkiE .. (",) 11/04/2005 11:25:00 AM

Time table was out a moment ago and .... we didnt change class!!! oHnO .. i was so looking forward to see who my new classmates are. And so .. im stuck with my old classmates but it'S not so bad i guez. there are some peepz whom im so glad im still with eventhough there i some i dont wanna too. Whatever it is i hope to get great grp members not that im complaining that my grp members doesnt rock the last time. HahA ..

Anyway, yest was Hari Raya .. to make things clear for some of my chinese frens. Hari Raya is NOT our new year. It's whereby we celebrate our successful mission of fasting for a month. Wen the day of our New year come, i'll shall post it up. According to the Islamic calender, our New Year falls in the month of Muharram and not Shawal.

Continue on, wen we went out, it was already quite late coz ........ Reach my grandparents home first at Macpherson and there were lots and lots of peepz!! After they left left me family, cik nor family, cik jo family and mak long family. And we got to eat ketupat!! yUmmY .. but the houses after that ate and ate again but this time lontong and more lontong. Even at home mum cooked lontong. heHe .. i was so stuffed with lontong. Mum says sunday going out again .. yAy ..

and today later at 6pm gonna be having a class gathering. My GC class. yUp2. Mayb i juz go fot the fun of it. Im not going anywhere oso so i'll be there i guez. Alrighty .. will try to post some pixs i took yest. Till den ... toodLes 11/04/2005 05:03:00 AM

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! esp to all my muslim frens. Mohon maaf zahir dan batin sekiranya tersilap kata atau perbuatan ku selama ini. To those who didnt understand .. in short, i was asking for forgiveness .. =)

Juz now once again went to geylang ... to find my last min clothes. wahaha .. manage to get one eventhough the one i want was sold out. boOhOo .. oh well .. im juz gonna wear it once untill next raya .. hahaha ...

SO now time shows after 3am but im still so awake .. why? last min dusting and clearing up everything ... and mum juz finish cooking!!! YumMy ... i can smell the lauk lemak and the lontong frm the living room .. wahahaha ... food, here i come! but after my inai dries up.HeEz ...

Once again SELAMAT HARI RAYA to one and all!!!! tooDLeS ... =D 11/02/2005 08:01:00 PM

Finally after so so so long i stepped into geylang. It was ok at first, like it always was but after 1/2 hr there, the croud bcame more and more and more and i was sweating soooo profusely. It affected my mood and it affected me trying to brouse around for nice stuff ..

And my sis says my hari raya clothes for the first day doesnt look red! huh? she say it looks purple! ohNo!! dont tell me i gotta buy new clothes! But it looks red!! den how? tml not enuf time. But if everyone in my family votes dat it doesnt look red i gotta ask her buy for me since she's goin back there tml. me? clean the house lor .. still got stuff to do, things to put away, kuih to arrange and etc etc.

I shdnt hav done things in the last min. Now i too juz realise my old hari raya bag is somehow 'spoil' .. shd i repair or buy new one? lol .. repair? come on asy. haha .. think tml quickly go somewhere buy new bag. ArgHhHHh .. how come hari raya is so fast. i didnt reali feel this month that much. blame it on sch ... 'chanting' - sch fault sch fault sch fault ... am i crapping? yes i think .. so i shd stop and continue cleaning the hse before eating my last sahur. ToOdleS ppl ... 11/01/2005 07:36:00 PM