Thought everything was going to go as planned. Thought everything gonna be fine and fun. but as always. for years now i shd hav known. I should have known that it's goin to happen. There will always ppl ruining the day. im so dissapointed. im sad but more towards my sis. It's her bday for goodness sack. try to make her happy. i so wanted todae be special and memorable for her. it was accomplished but in another way. sIGh .. like both of us agreed on we're tired of trying.

but i hope i helped. i tried to make today the day for her but dammit. sometimes bcoz of this i hate my family. nonetheless ... hApPY 21sT bDaY sIs ... wishing you luck everyday and may u soon find your happiness soon.

Truthfully for years now i too have never enjoyed my bday. it's juz another normal day. juz mayb one prezzie and ppl sms-ing wishing happy bdae. oH weLL .. i shd face the fact that my bday shd never meant to be celebrated. So i juz find the happiness in celebrating others.

I so dont want to say everything in detail so in brief, at 6.30 met some of my family members at fish and co. then ate and ate and then a problem arise. It was sooo fustrating. i so dont wanna eat there any more. ask me if u wanna kno. arGh .. then watched harry potter. It was cool. really. all the 3 stars have grown up perfectly. at one point of the story i nearly cried. OoPs .. i think im too emotional. crying while watching harry potter. but it was really nice. cant wait for the next one. hahaha ... i dont mind watching it again but i hav other movies in mind. Gonna be watching pride and prejudice with my sis nxt wednesday ... yAy!!!

Now, im exhausted. i so dont kno why i so tired this few days. it's barely the 3rd weeks of sch and im so tired. there are still quizes and tests and pbl prjs to look forward to and im dreading each waking moment. Sometimes i feel it's best wen once again i was back in hospital though i hate it. coz all u do is sleep and eat and sleep esp wen u hav the control of a drug that doesnt make u feel pain and let u sleep.

oh well .. mayb i wake up tml and do my neccessary stuff .. till then ... toodlez



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