OuCh!!! My knees hurts sooo badly. Even now, the wound hav not dry up yet. Imagin how painful is it to bath ... Actually. it happened while ii was on my way to work. U kno the first TP bus stop from where it turns from Spirongfield Sec, i alighted 69 from there, went up the overhead bridge and when i was a few more steps to reach the bus stop, the bus came. so quickly but carefully, i went down the stairs really fast but wen i was on the 3rd last stairs, im not sure whether i slipped on something on juz am careless, i fell down hard as my knees scraped the rough floor. I wasnt in pain wen i stood back up but wen i was in the bus, my knees started to hurt really really bad and wen i want to take a look at it, my pannts where the spot on my knees was torn and my knees was bleeding! But what can i do in the crampy seat without medical aid. Just hav to bear it all the wae to Parkway. Even now, i hav trouble a bit in bending my leg for it's torn really bad. Really looks gross .. heez ..

Anyway, had to do OT again. Seems like now whenever i go to work, always hav to do that. Seems that we really have lack of staff and those who always juz join will soon leave. Their reason: they cant stand the working life .. WHAT??? Come on lah ... To me, where i work shows only part of what i'll be soon facing which gonna be soooo much worst than this. I kno that customers sometimes .. let me correct that .. most of the time sucks but hey, it's ur job. If u cant smile for them even in ur most bad-est mood then dont join the service industry. Go sit behind a desk and type reports all day long. HaiZ ...

Ok .. rite now n'tin else is in my mind to be written down. Starting tomorrow, the term test week have begun ... so to everyone, i wish u guyz luck in every single one of ur paper. Work hard for this week and den can enjoy for the next. =) Wish me luck u too u guyz aite... Oh and i think im goin back to writing 'mA thOughTs' like wat i did for the first few entries. Note, this are what im thinking which i do not really wanna spell it out. If u can figure wat im saying bhind the words den u do kno me ... a bit though. HahA ... Toodles!!!

mA thOughtS

Staring into the empty void
Listening hard to my endless thoughts
Trying so hard to make sense of what
Had been, has been and will soon be

Those questions keep running in my mind
Wondering where, what and why
How did i survive this past few years
How did i manage to keep those tears

Couldnt find the perfect solution
For it was never meant to be found
To live each day with hope and faith
I'll try my best .. i solemnly pray 7/03/2005 02:58:00 PM