i seriously need help.
Anyone there?




Guez not ... sigh
Once again i need to buy more bottle to keep my feeling in. and now im out of cash from buying too much of it. The problem is that after bottling all of it up, i will close it really really tight till me myself cant open it up and let it go. im juz afraid that if i hav too much of it i dont hav anywhere else to store them and wat if all of em' suddenly breaks? Den how? Im not sure if i can handle it all at the same time .. help me? someone .. anyone. Where is my prince charming when i really need him the most. Pls pls come to my life ... haiz. Or mayb there wasnt meant to be one.
If i can keep all the bottle for the past 19 years so MAYBE i can do it again for the next 19 years and then for the next 19 years. People wont be bothered to care of my problems rite. Even wen i do hav the urge to tell but from their body language i kno im talking too much. So now u kno why i dont talk that much. No point talking wen no one wants to listen. SO the best i can do is provide a listening ear to the one who needs em'. Coz i kno the feeling of not having one.

'mA thOughtS'

They always appear in story books
A night in shining armour
The hero
The one

But do they really exist
Are they really here
In the cold world of reality

I doubt so
I seriously doubt so
Because books are just fantasies
Giving you hope that they exist
That someone is there
Out there
Thinking and hoping for you too 7/06/2005 04:21:00 PM