Something funnie happened juz now. As what i've blogged earlier, my sister SHOULD be back from her study trip today. BUT actually it should be tomorrow!!! hahaha .. me and my lil sis and mum was at the airport by 1.30pm and there we were waiting and waiting. haha .. The mistake was that in UK, it is one day later than in S'pore. Should s'pore be on the 5th May, there, it's only 4th. So actually, my sis should be arriving in S'pore 5th May of the UK time. Haha .. So tomorrow, before i go to work, i will be picking my sis up first from the airport. This time .. no mistake. Haha ..

Anyway, for the last few days when i was on my way to work. i've been thinking a lot. Well .. there's n'tin to do during the long journey everyday. So .. i was wondering .. do anyone even my closest fren know me for me? Stumped right. Haha. Have anyone seen me get really angry or cry or being really sick other than the me that u see? If u do, raise ur hand ... none right? Or do any of u kno a bit of my family life. Like how many siblings i have? Or what my parents work as or do i really have parents? What about my favourite colour? Or what school i was from or how many operations i've been tru or how many near death i've escape. Sometimes simple questions couldnt be answer even all u have to do is ask.

Or mayb it's me. Im juz too afraid to show myself. Afraid of being judged i guez. Or is it like wen u wanna ask someone something bout' his/her life, u think dat ur invading their privacy? Mayb dats it ya. Well, wont dwell too much on this. Ok ... im back to help my lil sis on her project on recycling ... till den. Toodles!

mY tHougHts

You keep focusing on the negative
You keep saying out our mistakes
I've tried
All this years
I've tried so hard
To make u proud
To make you happy
But damn them
Coz of them
You're sad
Coz of them
You said im am useless
How can i change
What so bad about me
That u keep complaining
So why in the first place
You have too much of us
Are you regretting it now
But it's ur fault too
If not we wouldnt be who we are
It's ur fault dat u never notice
It's ur fault that there's only one of you
To be shared by us
It's hard
Cant you see
It's so hard 5/05/2005 03:13:00 PM