Having a big family is really cool. You wont be lonely all the time and life isn't that boring with all the different characters in the comforts of your home. BUT ... when you want to have a private moment to yourself to juz immerse in isolation or when you want to study for a big test or exams that is coming up, it is so impossible!! ArGhH ... everyone would be talking at the same time, laughing loudly, music blasting out from every room and ppl running, playing and shouting all about. It's just so frustrating!
No doubt that i really love my family but sometimes having to share almost everything you own and not having the time to yourself, i just hate it. But somehow, i never regret having them. Can't imagin' losing any of them. Had enuf that we did lost a member. The heartbreak, the pain ... undescribable.
With them, i can be myself without anyone judging or critising coz no matter what, you will be loved. =)
There are times when you just wanna run away from your family. Just be free for a while. However when you look back, you really cant live without em'. They shaped who you are now and no matter where you're heading, they will always be right behind - waiting to catch you when u fall.
You may think it's weird having 6 sibling. The funnie thing is that at times i feel that 6 is too little. haha ... well, not when we're young but now, everyone seems to grow up so fast and soon, eveyone will move out and have their own family and u wont get to see each other too ofter anymore. =( But when all of us would view all the pictures we took 3,4,5 or 10 years ago, memories will start flowing back but only the fun and wonderful times we had together. Amazing huh.
When i see the movie cheaper by a dozen, it juz reminds me of my family except that we're half the total no. of them and with a twist - go figure.
Well, will stop here for now. I can just keep talking on and on about them. They're my life for goodness sake! LoL ... Really love all of em' very much even if i rarely show it. Heez ... Toodles!


my lovely family! (",)
1/14/2005 06:11:00 PM