Had a surprised invitation from my dad side of the family for iftar. What's the surprise? Well, never heard from most of them for the past 7 years and suddenly ... 'pOoF' ... was really weird. All of us really do not wanna go but since they've invited, we juz have to. And as expected upon reaching there, we felt out of place. So very out of place. Like as though we were in an alienated world or something and we siblings were all sticking together like glue and didn't join any of our 'alien' cousins. Not that we doesn't want to but we do not know them well in the first place. How to start a conversation with them? Overall, the whole event was so awkward .... We were the last to arrive but the first to leave which im glad that we did .... Hmmm, still wondering why the sudden invite. They're nice ppl but then .... i dont know but we juz dont like them much. The only wonderful person from their family was .... my dad!

Well, forget about them and for the past week, been doing n'tin as per usual but been starting to read novels .... one after another. Im back to immerse myself in the world of fantasy where true love exists. It comes when u dont expect it to and it really do last forever. Wouldn't life be like in heaven when such things that happens in novels exist in the real world 'dReaMinG' ... just love reading ... really takes you out from reality to where dreams come true and from the moment you start reading, you just couldn't and wouldn't put the book down till the very end of it ... till where everyone lives happily ever after 'SigH' ... espacially those novel which invoves trillers+romance or advanture+romance. It's just so nice =)

And juz now got a call from di. She said that the mentor thingy person called her ... well, sms her and says that she's confirmed to be in the montor prog thingy and gave her the dates for the time for the training and the orientation. But i never got anything from them! They say that they'll confirm if we're in by last friday and till today, there's no news. Mayb i was right in the first place. Mayb Im not really cut out to be a mentor. Haiz ... anyway, will still be waiting though by the lastest this friday..... =I .... Toodles
11/01/2004 06:46:00 PM