Hate the results of SI today! Why didn't that jerry leave!! Why oh why??? His singing is so ... He shd have gone out first or better still not in the top 11 at all!!! So stupid!!! hUmPh!!!

Anyway, this week have been a very busy week. Been studying non stop everyday in school with di from 11am - 8pm. Somehow i feel that studying with someone really helps. Really cleared most of my doubts and we did accomplished a lot! And i can't believe that we really followed what we plan to do! Hmmm ... can't do that if im studying alone at home. Thxs a lot ya di! Mayb next term we shd do this again even if we're in different classes. =) Right now im so drained. So long since i've studied this intense which the last time was when i mugged for the O levels. But can't stop now. Not untill next friday after my last papers which then me, fate and di gonna have some fun! heez .. Can't wait for that! But right now just hope that i can do well for the exams ... and to you guyz oso ... Jia You!!!

Then about few days ago came across the diary i wrote about my stay in hospital for my op. Well ... two hospital stays actually which was about 7 months ago. It made me realise how much i've gone tru. The pain, the aches and the long days of being alone stuck in bed. With so much complications that arises along the way and the buckets of tears i've cried. However, the experience had made me stronger. It had taught me to be grateful and be patient with all things that i'll face. That family are important as they are always there for you and also the value of friendship. What type of friends that stick with you and support you, who try to cheer you up when ur down. Somehow when in such time, true and real friends do show. Even if it's friends u juz met or known. Was something for me think about .... It's really true when they say that true friends are just like a four leaf clover. Difficult to find but lucky to have! Anyway, life have been fair. Though in some days you may feel down and out espacially when everything is not going out for you. But soon ... one day ... u'll realise it was for the best. There is a blessing in disguise. Believe me ... there always will be =) Toodles

10/01/2004 03:35:00 PM