Sometimes it hurts. Eventhough people didn't really meant it. But it really have to stop. I know me. I know what i look like. Im not perfect but hey, so are you. Why does it bother you people so much? What wrong do i do to you? Say it out lah ... Don't keep talking behind my back. I always know ... believe me ... SO Enough is enough!!! I know my imprefections. Still i accept me for me. For what god have made me. It may be a blessing in disguise. I donno. So people out there, keeps your thoughts to urself. And just shut up!!! Go and look at urself in the mirror first. When you step into my shoes, then you know how i really feel.

Anyway, school was as per usual. N'tin special happened. Then, after that had econs project discussion. But halfway through it while we were in the library, I dozed off for about half an hour. And they didn't wake me up. But i was grateful though. Didn't realise i was so tired. However, still felt guilty b'coz of it ... 'sigh' coz wen i woke up, they finished looking through all the newspapers for articles for econs.
Then tomorrow got no school! Hooray!!! but can only celebrate for a while coz still have to go back to sch for grp discussion. Me and HuiLan gonna have to finish the TmTpt ppt. Hopefully can do a great job outta it. Really need to score for projects since all quizez for this subject that i did was extremely bad. =( .... Toodles ...

'mA thOugHts'

Skeletons i hide in my cupboard
Secrets i keep deep inside
Bottled up tight
And throw into the deep blue sea
Hiding beneath the ocean floor
For no one to see

A really big burden
For someone like me
But what choices do i have?
To whom should i share?
Wouldn't want people to judge
To criticise and make fun
And making them change
Their perception of me

Had enough of this
As it Tears out my heart slowly
Hence the only thing i can do
Is by acting like there's no care in this world
That everything goes the way i planned
Keeping in mind that some are worst off than me
So i shouldn't complain much
And be grateful for what have been given to me

9/02/2004 05:14:00 PM