The day just couln't get any worst. Firstly, when i woke up to get ready for school, suddenly there's this sharp pain in my stomach. So i juz have to lie down that cause me to go back to sleep. When i woke up, i've already missed my CommSkill lesson and so i thought to might as well skip school. Den when i thought of going to the doctor for an MC, it was already closed....arrrggghhh. SO to kill time before i went to school at four for my group discussion, I finish up the Travel Geog project on London. BUT.... halfway through saving it, my computer got jammed and all my power point slides were all gone... dissapear.... lost, including all my research that i've done!!!! I really felt like crying that time. I was so afraid to tell my group members what happened. But i got really had no choice. If i wanna do all 13 slides again including researching all the information that i've lost, it's going to take me hours. Still i have to re-do it. Im really so sorry you guys. Cant make it for the discussion todae den. =( Luckily they are all understanding. 'MuACkZ' And so it took me about 6 hrs to complete everything all over again. i even lost some of my research for my other projects because of the sudden computer breakdown. Therefore gotta find everything again and by the time i did, it's nearly 2am and i haven't even summarise what i've found. 'siGh' Really was having a very bad day .... ("_) But what can i do? Can't really scream or cry or give up or blame god or fate. Just got to take everything in my stride, relent and start all over again. Sometimes, positive thinking do help you to calm down, ease your anger and make you think throughly and carefully. Now I just hope for a better tomorrow. (",)

'mA tHouGhts'

Too afraid
Afraid to reveal me
To let you see me for me
Not the one with the mask
Like you always see

Too afraid
Afraid to be judge for being me
To be criticise for being me
To be hated for being me
To open up
And show the world
Who i really meant to be

Too afraid
Afraid i will get hurt
Left alone
Somewhere dark and cold
Not good enough for you
And making you leave

Too afraid
Afraid when i soon find the courage
To throw away the mask
That have hidden me all along
And show who i really am
You would change your mind
Disappearing forever from my sight
8/26/2004 04:41:00 PM